Yeah...
So I had my first holiday, in 14 years in August 2011.
I picked Sitges. My Mum and Co dont understand why on earth I would have chosen Sitges, since it is so expensive. Barcelona type price etc.
Well, my Mum aint no Cock Addict, so she wouldnt understand.
12 Nights of Sun, Sea, Surf, n Cum - more a less.
Im going to break this up into the easilly memorable sections.
Day 1 - I flew in, I got off the plane, and immediately noticed the heat. OMG, I needed out of my jeans...
I hopped in a taxi, and ended up in the Terramar hotel - Sitges. (Trust me to pick the furthest hotel from town).
The fare cost about 78 Euro - kinda pricey, considering the return taxi was 40 euro.
ANYWAY...
I got settled into my room, and decided to change into my cutoffs to go for a dander.
I knew there was a cruising location south of the Hotel, I just didnt know exactly where...
I followed the beach south, and came to a bit where I had to climb down a wall to get onto the shore, otherwise I would have had to follow the road the long way around.
So, I climbed down the wall, which was hard in flip flops.
I then carried on south, I didnt know exactly where to go, but there was a stream of gay couples going to and from a seemingly common location.
I just followed the sheep.... like a sheep.
Eventually, I came to Atlantidia - the beach club, where the gay beach parties are every tuesday.
The carpark was full with around 100 cars, lots of teens, girls, people drinking, and car stereos going in the car park.
I walked on, and dared not make eye contact - I wondered if these people knew where I was going, and for what reason.
Eventually, we came to the cliff.
Essentially, its a big white rock face, that you have to struggle to climb up, its not vertical, but it is at about 40 degree angle, and you need to do large stretches to get up the path.
There were parts where the path forked off, and I didnt know which way to go, so I would kind stop to er... look around, while another gay passed me by, so I could follow him - That must have looked so dodgy.
Eventually, after the cliff parts, you come to the train tracks, you essentially have 3 choices here.
The first 2 left turns off the tracks, will take you to gay/family friendly beaches, or the gay beach...
The 3rd Choice, is you can walk along the track further, and then cross them, into the pine forest.
I had no idea where I was going, but eventually my native gay cruising instinct kicked in, and felt right at home, when I saw more condom wrappers on the forest floor than pine needles.
There were quite a few people wandering around, but none that really piqued my interest, I eventually did find a guy who I gave and received a mutual blowjob from, but alas - language barrier. No fucking.
That night, I ended up chatting to someone called David from France, on an iPhone App called Grindr.
We arranged to meet up for a drink.
It was around 9pm, and he said he would meet me around 12 midnight.
I was drinking San Miguel on repeat- I had already had about 5 pints of the stuff, and was kinda dizzy from it.
My phone battery was nearly dead too, I had been using it as a map on my first day - Data Charges = Bummer.
However, Grindr was my only method of communication with David.
So I decided at around 10.30pm to head back to the hotel, to give my phone a little charge.
I was well drunk at this time.
So I walked for around 30 minutes back towards the hotel, got half way there, and realised it was 11.30pm, and was like....Crap.....
Back into town we go.....
Ended up back in DSB (Dark Sitges Bar)
More drink, and now it was heating up, more fellas were coming in.
Eventually David did arrive, we met up, drank at the bar, and I quoted some random french words I remembered from school, and strangely enough he actually understood them.
I cant really remember what happened after that, but next thing I remember, we have our tongues down eachothers throat, opposite the tv screen playing the porn, beside the toilets.
No --- We didnt have sex there..
We went back to his hotel and then we did it.
Alas- it was rubbered.
Spent the night in his room,
Woke up with killer headache.
Went back to my hotel, and had a cold bath - lovely in the 35+ degree celcius temperatures.
Anyway, this time I headed back to the Cruising forest, at around 12 mid-day.
I got there, walked around, there was alot of pretty boys, but most of them walked around holding hands with their partners, they just come into the forest for some exhibitionism.
After alot of walking around, there was a big bear type fella, who had his cock out, I saw it, it was a big fat motha fucka of a cock.
He himself had a little bit of a goatie, was quite muscley/stocky (leaning more towards muscley)
I got down on my knees, we didnt need words to understand eachother, I just swallowed his cock to the balls, and used my life long learned skills to pleasure his cock and balls with my tongue and throat.
Eventually, he gestured for me to get up, he then got down, and did a little sucking on me....
But it really served another purpose
he wanted to inspect the hole...
He was sucking my cock, while he got his other hand, and shoved a few fingers up my shute...
To check I was clean?
To loosen me up?
Who knows...
I was clean and loose enough anyway...
He turned me around, and had me leaning against a tree, he slid in, slowly, and then ball deep.
The whole thing didnt take long, but after a few minutes of fast pumping, he pulled out as his cock shot a big wad of cum.
I was nearly sure a good bit of it must have gone inside me.
I hoped....
Sex being like the national greeting in Sitges, we said thanks to eachother, and walked separate ways.
I walked around, with a wet patch on my hole, looking for other cummers.
I didnt find anyone else.
I went back to the hotel - happy. I got my hole seen to.
So, that was Monday Night
Skipping forwards to Tuesday night -
Ended up meeting another guy from Grindr - this guy however, was a safe sex prat....
He drove on skooter, from Barcelona, to my hotel, and insisted on not fucking without rubbers, which he didnt bring, and I didnt have.
Ended up, we had a wank each, he had a shower, and fucked away off......
Wednesday Night.....
OMG
I decided to try Bear Bar - or should I say....Bare Bar.
I went into Bear bar at around 10.30, to 11pm
It is usually quiet around that time, but it starts to fill up fast.
Eventually, you see people going in and out of the dark rooms.
My favorite spot, was standing leaning against the back wall beside the entrance to the dark room.
Allowing people to see me, and me to see them, as they enter.
I could also deposit my drink up on the shelf above.
Anyhow... I went into the dark room, when it was quite busy, and within 14 steps, someone grabs me, and pulls me into a wee alcove just off the main path.
Tongues again...
Oral...
and then a forceful gesture to tell me to turn around...
I was learning the language here...
No rubber,
Just a raw cock, a dark room, and someone who I cant really make out fucking me hard.
Soon, they finished, and they knew enough english to say 'Thanks'
I walked out of the alcove, and returned to the path, into the depths of the dark room.
I walked voluntarilly into an empty dark alcove/cubicle.
I dropped my jeans, and turned around, to the wall.
Within 30 seconds, a guy had followed me in, and was inside me... raw... again.
Wednesday Night, I got fucked about 8 times, and not a rubber in sight.
Heck, one of the guys who fucked me, saw me outside by my drink, and asked me to come back in 'again'.
I walked in, and he turned me around, so my ass was facing the entrance way, he had me sucking his cock, and then someone else from the outside of the cubicle, shoved their raw cock inside me.
When they finished fucking me, the first guy spun me around, and started fucking me himself.
By the end of the night, I couldnt stand.
I was actually having to rest my body against the walls as I was being fucked, by putting my shoulders against the wall as I faced down, using the force of the guy behind me to keep me perpendicular with the wall.
(Doing this night in and night out gave me massive bruises over my shoulders)
I walked back to the hotel, at around 2am, smile on my face, totally drunk....
Cum in my hole.
What a night...
More to cum - its 2.12am as I write this - I will finish it when I have time.
Tuesday, 4 October 2011
Wednesday, 26 May 2010
Another Night of Barebacking
I was browsing gaydar yesterday evening, on my various profiles... Lol
I have a profile for 'relationships', a profile for bareback parties, and of course, a profile saying im 'poz' and looking for other poz guys.
Anyway, a guy from belfast saw this profile, messaged me, and suggested meeting up for a sleazy session.
After some discussion we arranged to meet up at around 9.30pm, and go to a friends house in carrickfergus for a long sleazy session.
This was actually the first time I engaged in a 'sleazy' session outside of a bareback party.
We met up, I bought a thing of kamagra with me, and gave this guy Mark a tablet, and offered Collin one, he didnt want one.
We watched some porn, and had quite alot of laughs as we discussed how the top in the porn was 'never gonna get the btm boy pregnant' if he keeps cumming outside of him like that.
Soon, Mark started sucking at Colin's cock through his jeans, and then they started stripping off, this was my cue to get naked.
I stripped off, and watched, as Mark started getting fisted by Colin, I sucked on Mark's cock for a while.
Mark wasnt used to taking fists, but he did it quite well for a first timer.
The first time I got fucked here, was me on my back, on the living room floor, which was kinda sore, carpet burns etc. Lol
Mark was the one who fucked me the most, he also did a little fisting on me too.
Before I got fisted, I witnessed Mark giving Colin an internal collonic via piss fucking. He shoved his cock in, him, and concentrated for several minutes, as he tried to force piss out into his ass. Eventually he smiled, as he filled Colins ass with piss, he then did several thrusts and fucks each making a squishy flushy sound as it churned up the piss in his ass.
He pulled out, and had a wee break, as colin went to the loo, for both of them. Lol
Towards the end of the night, I agreed to get fisted and fucked, as long as I got a load of cum in my ass.
Mark started by working his fingers, and hand into my ass, It had been weeks since I had anything big in my ass, since I had moved back in with my family. Cant exactly play with 'The fist' in my little bed room, with my mum or brother in the next room.
Eventually, he worked his hand in, past the wrist, and started working it deeper and deeper in. I didnt feel any particular pain or anything, Real hands are easier to take than 'The Fist' toy.
Eventually, he pulled out, and worked his cock into me. He thrusted, and fucked me for about 5-6 minutes, and he made some very loud groans as he apparently shot his creamy load.
He moved asside, and he let colin take his place, Colin's cock, not quite as big as Mark's, but it did the job, Colin didnt cum, but he worked well, at churning the cum up, to a frothy white goo.
This was around the end of the evening, or morning rather. We started at about 10pm, and it was now 2am.
I got a lift home to glengormley, and went inside my house, up to my room, and quietly got my 'Intimidator' out, and worked it into my ass, to check for cum.
To my delight, there was a good deal of ass juices and cum in my ass, some of which fell on the wooden floor. I had to clean this up with a sock, and then lean back on the bed, shove my intimidator back in, hard and far.
I wanked my cock off, as I shoved it in deeper and deeper.
I shot my load all over my chest, and was now ready for bed.
I have a profile for 'relationships', a profile for bareback parties, and of course, a profile saying im 'poz' and looking for other poz guys.
Anyway, a guy from belfast saw this profile, messaged me, and suggested meeting up for a sleazy session.
After some discussion we arranged to meet up at around 9.30pm, and go to a friends house in carrickfergus for a long sleazy session.
This was actually the first time I engaged in a 'sleazy' session outside of a bareback party.
We met up, I bought a thing of kamagra with me, and gave this guy Mark a tablet, and offered Collin one, he didnt want one.
We watched some porn, and had quite alot of laughs as we discussed how the top in the porn was 'never gonna get the btm boy pregnant' if he keeps cumming outside of him like that.
Soon, Mark started sucking at Colin's cock through his jeans, and then they started stripping off, this was my cue to get naked.
I stripped off, and watched, as Mark started getting fisted by Colin, I sucked on Mark's cock for a while.
Mark wasnt used to taking fists, but he did it quite well for a first timer.
The first time I got fucked here, was me on my back, on the living room floor, which was kinda sore, carpet burns etc. Lol
Mark was the one who fucked me the most, he also did a little fisting on me too.
Before I got fisted, I witnessed Mark giving Colin an internal collonic via piss fucking. He shoved his cock in, him, and concentrated for several minutes, as he tried to force piss out into his ass. Eventually he smiled, as he filled Colins ass with piss, he then did several thrusts and fucks each making a squishy flushy sound as it churned up the piss in his ass.
He pulled out, and had a wee break, as colin went to the loo, for both of them. Lol
Towards the end of the night, I agreed to get fisted and fucked, as long as I got a load of cum in my ass.
Mark started by working his fingers, and hand into my ass, It had been weeks since I had anything big in my ass, since I had moved back in with my family. Cant exactly play with 'The fist' in my little bed room, with my mum or brother in the next room.
Eventually, he worked his hand in, past the wrist, and started working it deeper and deeper in. I didnt feel any particular pain or anything, Real hands are easier to take than 'The Fist' toy.
Eventually, he pulled out, and worked his cock into me. He thrusted, and fucked me for about 5-6 minutes, and he made some very loud groans as he apparently shot his creamy load.
He moved asside, and he let colin take his place, Colin's cock, not quite as big as Mark's, but it did the job, Colin didnt cum, but he worked well, at churning the cum up, to a frothy white goo.
This was around the end of the evening, or morning rather. We started at about 10pm, and it was now 2am.
I got a lift home to glengormley, and went inside my house, up to my room, and quietly got my 'Intimidator' out, and worked it into my ass, to check for cum.
To my delight, there was a good deal of ass juices and cum in my ass, some of which fell on the wooden floor. I had to clean this up with a sock, and then lean back on the bed, shove my intimidator back in, hard and far.
I wanked my cock off, as I shoved it in deeper and deeper.
I shot my load all over my chest, and was now ready for bed.
Monday, 24 May 2010
Might have done it now....
Right..
Well... I am just getting over one hell of a cold/flu..... Im sure you can read between the lines there.... this 'whatever' it was, started about a week or so ago, which coincidentally, was about 2 weeks after the bareback poz party. Lol.. Who woulda thought that I could take all those loads, from the first 2 parties, and stay neg, and then be a top at the third party, and finally catch 'something'. I say something, because, who knows, maybe im not poz after all. I did go to the doctors, and they just checked my throat out, and stuff, and said he suspects it is something something cockus (insert latin name of bacterial infection here).
He prescribed anti-biotics, and hydrocortozone cream for the rash (yes.... rash is one of the seroconversion symptoms - he didnt seem to give it a second thought though).
Anyway...
Im nearly over this cold/flu/fuckflu thing....
In the past 2 weeks, I have had a bit of fun. I was at the sauna's about a week or so ago, a few days before this illness kicked in. I fucked raw, and got fucked raw, but not nearly as much as I would have liked to.
Started in outside sauna, at about 1pm on a sunday. I went in, and got douched, and showered etc - something I can no longer do from the comfort of my own home, because I now live with my mum and brother.
Anyway.... I got ready, and then went on the prowl, I had swallowed a kamagra pill, I still had about 20 or so of them left over from the party. I knew that I was gonna be wanting to give topping a go again, since the party.
I walked around, found a cubical, which was playing treasure island media porn.... lots of bareback cum action there....
I sat down, then lay down, and started wanking off to the video.
Wasnt long before this muscle hunk walked in, he gestured to his cock, to say he was hard, and he started stroking it through his towel... I knew then.... he must be a top.
I asked "You a top?"
"Yeah"
"Good..... " I said.
I gave him a good sucking, to get him lubed up, I wanted his cock raw after all.
Dispite my best efforts, he went and got a rubber, and put it on his cock.
Next thing I know, im having the most un-intimate sex ever.....sure, hes fucking me hard, and moving my legs and body all over the place like his play thing.... but to be honest, I lost all interest as soon as I saw that rubber going on.
Anyway... I sorta assured myself, that once he cums, I can get the used rubber, and put the contents where they belong.... in my hole.
He whispered in my ear...."are you gonna cum soon?" - I said I try not to cum, cause I wana stay horned up.
He said ok...
Next thing I know, hes thrusting extra hard, and then he falls silent and motionless. He came.
He pulls out, and turns round towards the waste bin, and hes looking down at his cock, like somethings wrong....
He leaves in a hurry.
I go fishing for the rubber, and lo-and-behold.....
It popped.
There wasnt a drop of cum in it at all, because it had ripped while in my ass.
All that cummy goodness was in my ass, where it belonged.
Satisfaction after all.
I left the cubicle, and went on cum patrol. I glanced in at alot of the cubicles, hoping to spy some bins which had not been emptied. I always find alot in Outside sauna, they rarely empty them, unless they are overflowing, and overflowing bins is what I found.
Alas.... I found Bin's which were overflowing, but although they had the smell of cum on the paper towels inside them, most of them were without condom's.
Either barebacking had gone on, or someone was wanking off in the bins or something.
I didnt manage to find any cum filled rubbers this time, so I lay down again, ass showing, waiting for someone to come along and breed me.
I closed my eyes, trying to relax, the head ache from the kamagra had started to kick in. Its one hell of a pain, ya move ur eyes upwards, or anything, and then u get sharp pains in ur head. nasty...
Time passes, and a guy comes in to my cubicle, which was conveniently left open.
I hear him making sounds of approval, as he runs his hands down my ass cheeks and crack. He reaches for the rack which has the condoms and lube, and I remember thinking "No rubbers... please".
To my pleasure, he was just reaching for lube, he squeezed alot of it on his hands, and then put it on my ass crack. He got on top of me, and started riding me, although, I have to say, it wasnt the most comfy ride ever.
I never turned round to look at the guy, but he must have been big n heavy, as His weight compleatly crushed my legs when he accidentally put his knee's on my lower legs. I also banged my head few times against the wooden frame of the cubicle few times. Was not an enjoyable experience beyond collecting the cum loads.
Time passes, and yes... I took his cum load in my ass.
I decide to go on the prowel, and see if I can multiply the loads in my ass.
I head to the dark room, hoping I can take some annon loads.
To my surprise, there was another guy there, bent over, in the dark, taking any cock going. I had a kamagra dick at the time, so I knew that I was gonna fuck him raw.
I asked him if he wanted it raw, he said yes.
I positioned my cock to his ass hole, and thrust in, he made some moans of pleasure, and I straddled myself up on the bench in the dark room, so I was more a less pinning him down, I was sorta on top of him doggy style, thrusting down and into his ass.
The guy would be about 30-40 years old.
I saw other guys walking into the dark room, they could hear my thrusting and his moaning sounds, and they knew someone was getting fucked. I just wished I could get fucked like this too. There were now 4 of us in the dark room, 2 guys watching like pervs, and me fucking the btm guy.
I pulled out of the guy, started wanking, and then shot my load, but quickly forced it back inside him, the Money shot, as porn companies like to call it.
(In other news.... I have e-mailed Treasure Island media, with a request to be gang raped in one of their videos - they said they would get back to me when they are producing something suitable for me)
Anyway... I walked out of the dark room, and wanted to get away from the btm guy, didnt really wana know what he looked like, cause I knew he was old and probably fugly.
Alas.... he followed me, and started saying "thanks.." and giving me loads of cuddly kisses etc...
Was really silly.
"Thanks for shooting a load in my ass"
Wonder if he would be thanking me if he knew I was now going through seroconversion-esq symptoms.... (which started about 2 days after this session)
Anyway...
I walked around for a while, and saw there was a group of guys in a cubicle, but it looked like an oral wanking show, nothing of interest.
One of the guys, who, I have been fucked by before, raw, saw me.
He must be about 37-43 age wise, but he has a slim toned build, and his face strangely enough looks similar to my 'sorta-ex-Greg'.
I remember looking at him, wondering if this was Greg.
He was Greg, except that he had Jet Black short spikey hair now. (it wasnt really greg, but it was a good likeness of him)
He pinned me down in the cubicle, and started sucking my cock, then he would come up to my face, and he must have been on something.
He was drewling all over me, was kinda disgusting.... I've seen dogs that drewl less.
This guy was slabbering, drewling, and because he was on top, it all tried to go down my throat. YUCK,
Anyway... I just wanted to roll over, so he couldnt get it down my throat anymore...
"I want you to Rape me!!" I said...
I rolled over, and before I even finished rolling over, he got his arm around my neck, and was restraining me hard, he was dummy riding my hole, his cock pushing up against it, hard n raw, as he breathed hard in my ear.... drewl still coming down my neck.
He spat in his hand, and used it for lube, and he forced his cock inside me.
Alot of tops like to pull out, push in, pull out, push in etc.
This guy, he kept it in the 'hole' time. Lol,
He did short little thrusts, but his big cock made them all the while enjoyable.
I remember saying to him
"Are you gonna cum??"
Not yet..... he replied
"I want you to cum... I want ur cum inside me"
He really loved hearing that.
Eventually, he let loose a big groan, as he shot his load in my ass, he kept his cock in place, allowing my ass to drain his balls dry. He lay on top of me, whispering that he enjoyed that.
He gave me an enjoyable massage as well, I told him I wanted another load from him.
He said he was gonna go for a smoke, and he would be back in a while...
I waited...waited...and waited..
then walked about, and found he had done a runner.... FUCKER...
Anyway... I was kinda pissed off by that I suppose, but the 3 loads in my ass kept me kinda happy.
I went to another cubicle, lay down again, and then a big fat beast of a man came in, who was wearing underwear (was a fetish day I think).
He was into fucking me raw, and he did so.... But he kept talking the whole way through it.
Are you clean??, ya sure???" etc.
Was fucking disconcerting.....
Hes a top, and hes fucking me raw, injecting his fluids into me... and hes asking if Im clean....
I know there is a little risk to the top from a btm, but come on....
Anyway.... he was a very unsatisfying fuck, he came, at least, I think he came.... its hard to tell... when u have 3 loads already in ur ass.
I got up, and he asked again "You clean? I dont wana be getting any little surprises"
"For fuck sake... yes Im clean... but ya can take some responsibility for your own fucking sexual health u twat..." then I walked out.
I got dressed, got a bus home, that was that....
4 loads or there abouts, in one afternoon.
Im actually heading to the sauna now.... to see if I can get some more.
Well... I am just getting over one hell of a cold/flu..... Im sure you can read between the lines there.... this 'whatever' it was, started about a week or so ago, which coincidentally, was about 2 weeks after the bareback poz party. Lol.. Who woulda thought that I could take all those loads, from the first 2 parties, and stay neg, and then be a top at the third party, and finally catch 'something'. I say something, because, who knows, maybe im not poz after all. I did go to the doctors, and they just checked my throat out, and stuff, and said he suspects it is something something cockus (insert latin name of bacterial infection here).
He prescribed anti-biotics, and hydrocortozone cream for the rash (yes.... rash is one of the seroconversion symptoms - he didnt seem to give it a second thought though).
Anyway...
Im nearly over this cold/flu/fuckflu thing....
In the past 2 weeks, I have had a bit of fun. I was at the sauna's about a week or so ago, a few days before this illness kicked in. I fucked raw, and got fucked raw, but not nearly as much as I would have liked to.
Started in outside sauna, at about 1pm on a sunday. I went in, and got douched, and showered etc - something I can no longer do from the comfort of my own home, because I now live with my mum and brother.
Anyway.... I got ready, and then went on the prowl, I had swallowed a kamagra pill, I still had about 20 or so of them left over from the party. I knew that I was gonna be wanting to give topping a go again, since the party.
I walked around, found a cubical, which was playing treasure island media porn.... lots of bareback cum action there....
I sat down, then lay down, and started wanking off to the video.
Wasnt long before this muscle hunk walked in, he gestured to his cock, to say he was hard, and he started stroking it through his towel... I knew then.... he must be a top.
I asked "You a top?"
"Yeah"
"Good..... " I said.
I gave him a good sucking, to get him lubed up, I wanted his cock raw after all.
Dispite my best efforts, he went and got a rubber, and put it on his cock.
Next thing I know, im having the most un-intimate sex ever.....sure, hes fucking me hard, and moving my legs and body all over the place like his play thing.... but to be honest, I lost all interest as soon as I saw that rubber going on.
Anyway... I sorta assured myself, that once he cums, I can get the used rubber, and put the contents where they belong.... in my hole.
He whispered in my ear...."are you gonna cum soon?" - I said I try not to cum, cause I wana stay horned up.
He said ok...
Next thing I know, hes thrusting extra hard, and then he falls silent and motionless. He came.
He pulls out, and turns round towards the waste bin, and hes looking down at his cock, like somethings wrong....
He leaves in a hurry.
I go fishing for the rubber, and lo-and-behold.....
It popped.
There wasnt a drop of cum in it at all, because it had ripped while in my ass.
All that cummy goodness was in my ass, where it belonged.
Satisfaction after all.
I left the cubicle, and went on cum patrol. I glanced in at alot of the cubicles, hoping to spy some bins which had not been emptied. I always find alot in Outside sauna, they rarely empty them, unless they are overflowing, and overflowing bins is what I found.
Alas.... I found Bin's which were overflowing, but although they had the smell of cum on the paper towels inside them, most of them were without condom's.
Either barebacking had gone on, or someone was wanking off in the bins or something.
I didnt manage to find any cum filled rubbers this time, so I lay down again, ass showing, waiting for someone to come along and breed me.
I closed my eyes, trying to relax, the head ache from the kamagra had started to kick in. Its one hell of a pain, ya move ur eyes upwards, or anything, and then u get sharp pains in ur head. nasty...
Time passes, and a guy comes in to my cubicle, which was conveniently left open.
I hear him making sounds of approval, as he runs his hands down my ass cheeks and crack. He reaches for the rack which has the condoms and lube, and I remember thinking "No rubbers... please".
To my pleasure, he was just reaching for lube, he squeezed alot of it on his hands, and then put it on my ass crack. He got on top of me, and started riding me, although, I have to say, it wasnt the most comfy ride ever.
I never turned round to look at the guy, but he must have been big n heavy, as His weight compleatly crushed my legs when he accidentally put his knee's on my lower legs. I also banged my head few times against the wooden frame of the cubicle few times. Was not an enjoyable experience beyond collecting the cum loads.
Time passes, and yes... I took his cum load in my ass.
I decide to go on the prowel, and see if I can multiply the loads in my ass.
I head to the dark room, hoping I can take some annon loads.
To my surprise, there was another guy there, bent over, in the dark, taking any cock going. I had a kamagra dick at the time, so I knew that I was gonna fuck him raw.
I asked him if he wanted it raw, he said yes.
I positioned my cock to his ass hole, and thrust in, he made some moans of pleasure, and I straddled myself up on the bench in the dark room, so I was more a less pinning him down, I was sorta on top of him doggy style, thrusting down and into his ass.
The guy would be about 30-40 years old.
I saw other guys walking into the dark room, they could hear my thrusting and his moaning sounds, and they knew someone was getting fucked. I just wished I could get fucked like this too. There were now 4 of us in the dark room, 2 guys watching like pervs, and me fucking the btm guy.
I pulled out of the guy, started wanking, and then shot my load, but quickly forced it back inside him, the Money shot, as porn companies like to call it.
(In other news.... I have e-mailed Treasure Island media, with a request to be gang raped in one of their videos - they said they would get back to me when they are producing something suitable for me)
Anyway... I walked out of the dark room, and wanted to get away from the btm guy, didnt really wana know what he looked like, cause I knew he was old and probably fugly.
Alas.... he followed me, and started saying "thanks.." and giving me loads of cuddly kisses etc...
Was really silly.
"Thanks for shooting a load in my ass"
Wonder if he would be thanking me if he knew I was now going through seroconversion-esq symptoms.... (which started about 2 days after this session)
Anyway...
I walked around for a while, and saw there was a group of guys in a cubicle, but it looked like an oral wanking show, nothing of interest.
One of the guys, who, I have been fucked by before, raw, saw me.
He must be about 37-43 age wise, but he has a slim toned build, and his face strangely enough looks similar to my 'sorta-ex-Greg'.
I remember looking at him, wondering if this was Greg.
He was Greg, except that he had Jet Black short spikey hair now. (it wasnt really greg, but it was a good likeness of him)
He pinned me down in the cubicle, and started sucking my cock, then he would come up to my face, and he must have been on something.
He was drewling all over me, was kinda disgusting.... I've seen dogs that drewl less.
This guy was slabbering, drewling, and because he was on top, it all tried to go down my throat. YUCK,
Anyway... I just wanted to roll over, so he couldnt get it down my throat anymore...
"I want you to Rape me!!" I said...
I rolled over, and before I even finished rolling over, he got his arm around my neck, and was restraining me hard, he was dummy riding my hole, his cock pushing up against it, hard n raw, as he breathed hard in my ear.... drewl still coming down my neck.
He spat in his hand, and used it for lube, and he forced his cock inside me.
Alot of tops like to pull out, push in, pull out, push in etc.
This guy, he kept it in the 'hole' time. Lol,
He did short little thrusts, but his big cock made them all the while enjoyable.
I remember saying to him
"Are you gonna cum??"
Not yet..... he replied
"I want you to cum... I want ur cum inside me"
He really loved hearing that.
Eventually, he let loose a big groan, as he shot his load in my ass, he kept his cock in place, allowing my ass to drain his balls dry. He lay on top of me, whispering that he enjoyed that.
He gave me an enjoyable massage as well, I told him I wanted another load from him.
He said he was gonna go for a smoke, and he would be back in a while...
I waited...waited...and waited..
then walked about, and found he had done a runner.... FUCKER...
Anyway... I was kinda pissed off by that I suppose, but the 3 loads in my ass kept me kinda happy.
I went to another cubicle, lay down again, and then a big fat beast of a man came in, who was wearing underwear (was a fetish day I think).
He was into fucking me raw, and he did so.... But he kept talking the whole way through it.
Are you clean??, ya sure???" etc.
Was fucking disconcerting.....
Hes a top, and hes fucking me raw, injecting his fluids into me... and hes asking if Im clean....
I know there is a little risk to the top from a btm, but come on....
Anyway.... he was a very unsatisfying fuck, he came, at least, I think he came.... its hard to tell... when u have 3 loads already in ur ass.
I got up, and he asked again "You clean? I dont wana be getting any little surprises"
"For fuck sake... yes Im clean... but ya can take some responsibility for your own fucking sexual health u twat..." then I walked out.
I got dressed, got a bus home, that was that....
4 loads or there abouts, in one afternoon.
Im actually heading to the sauna now.... to see if I can get some more.
Sunday, 25 April 2010
24th April 2010 - The Bareback Party
Im just back from the bareback party in Nottingham.
The strangest thing happened..... I was topping quite alot.... and I wasnt the only bottom who had turned top either.
I started getting ready for the party at about 5pm, getting ready includes the 'you know what' thing, getting cleaned out etc, and dressed for the flight.
Unfortunately, douches dont tend to last long when you fly at 20,000 ft in a pressurized cabin. Pressure seems to cause your digestive tract to work a little faster.
But anyway, I got my flight at about 20:50. It was about 20 minutes late, but managed to get me to East Midlands Airport in about 25 minutes, quite a quick flight. The sky had gone dark mid flight, and the lights of the East Midlands welcomed the plane as we flew over head.
We landed, and I got off, and headed straight to the exit, and got a taxi. The taxi unfortunately, cost 29 quid. How annoying is that.
Before we continue....
Various gaydar.co.uk profiles from belfast, had messaged me stating that they were interested in attending the party, I held out hopes that one, if not some or all of these people would be interested in attending. However, they all turned out to be time wasters.
Omaghlad30 - Cyber Wanker, wants me to describe the party in detail so he can jack off over his keyboard.
d8guy - Said he wanted to attend, said he wanted updates, and in the end he never responded to the updates.
shadowkeeper - Also said he wanted to attend, but alas, he is in the same boat as Omaghlad30.
CoolConnor28 - "I wana attend.... but I wana see the attendee list first...." - Fucking wank job. Like im gonna do that.
Anyhow....
Its not for lack of trying on my part, that I couldnt get people to travel with me, its just because belfast is full of wankers who will lie and pretend to be into bareback, but in reality are just after a quick cyber wank.
Anyway...
Taxi got me to the party around 21:45
I rang the door bell, and after 30 seconds, a completely naked guy came to the door and opened it. It was a fellow attendee, and he was hot.
I walked through into the party, and noticed there was about 12 guys in the kitchen, fully naked, 3 couples fucking, Fred - one of the hosts was there, he welcomed me, and reminded me that he had a package for me.
(Kamagra - which I ordered to be delivered to his address)
Anyhow.... I went upstairs, to one of the spare bedrooms, that gets used as a cloak room, and got undressed, and waited patiently outside the bathroom, turns out there was a bit of a queue for the douch, anyway, I got in finally, and did a quick douche. I didnt have much to do, since I usually try to douche out over the course of 2 days, to get me cleaned out for nights on end.
I exited the bathroom, and went down to kitchen again, and got a look at some of the attendee's.
I saw some people I have met at previous parties,
Charlie, Chris, Robert, and Josh (York CumSlut - Chaser).
I popped a Kamagra pill, and had a vodka coke to wash it down. I waited about 20 minutes for it to kick in.
I walked about, and explored the rooms and various attendee's.
There was alot of hot guys, including a guy wearing a footballers outfit - blue shirt, shorts.
This is him, he was dead hot. Unfortunately, he was busy being btm for most of the time I was walking about. He had some guys working his ass with big double ended dong's, as well as getting fisted for a wee bit.
At the sight of this, my cock started to wake up, and this was the start of the end. Lol
I walked into the middle bedroom, and saw York Cumslut Josh taking loads from guys left right and center, Charlie, his friend, had a go at fucking me, and he dragged me to the sling and got me in it. I loved getting fucked by his big thick cock, it kinda curves to the left, but it hits the spot. I squeezed my ass tight, to try and milk his cock.
He stopped after about 5-6 minutes of fucking, and I was hoping that someone would take over, but alas, everyone was fixated on the guy in blue, taking all the toys.
I walked back to middle room, and saw josh still taking loads.
Someone gestured to me, telling me to give him a fuck. I thought it would be a good chance to test the Kamagra out, and boy.... did it stay hard.
I grabbed my cock, and pointed it towards his hole as he lay on the bed, face down. I felt the blood flowing through my cock veins faster and harder than ever, and I gave Josh a good fucking for several minutes, I took note of the sounds he made as I fucked him, so I knew what was doing the trick. He liked the feeling of the in out motion, so I would pull out part of the way, and then thrust in fast and hard.
I didnt cum in his hole, to be honest, I dont like cumming, because once I do, Im no longer horny.
But while I was fucking him, some hung goatie-bearded guy came up behind me, and started rimming me good, eventually, once my ass was well sloppy, he shoved his cock in me, and before I knew it, I was in the middle of a 3 way sandwich.
Bearded Guy
^
Me
^
Josh
Felt good, he whispered into my ear things like
"Yeah..., fuck both of us, move that ass.... fuck his ass and my cock!!"
I loved the feeling of his cock raw in my ass. Eventually, he stopped, and someone else, I didnt look behind me to see who, took his place, and started fucking me, I knew the cock felt different.
Eventually the 3 way faded, and I got up, allowing someone else to take my place on Josh.
I walked around and checked downstairs, and found some hot guys who were up for getting fucked by my cock. Apparently news of my 'top' exploits had got around, I kept giving the credit to the kamagra.
One guy, from Stoke on Trent, called Ian, gave me the most top pleasure I ever felt, or even knew about.
Started fucking him in the middle bedroom, him on his back, me pounding his ass, and it felt alright, but then he got me lying down. And he jumped up and down with his ass working my cock.
I had never felt anything that good for ... like ever.
There was myself and several other guys lying on the bed, while Ian bounced up and down on my cock, all that could be heard was myself panting and pretty much laughing in pleasure.
"Oh My god.. haha... that feels ooooh... my god...."
I was saying shit like that for the whole time, Other guys were getting fucked in the room, and they were doing it quietly, but I was fucking this guy, and my cock felt so great, that I just had to be verbal about it.
Eventually, he had enough anal pleasure, and my cock was finished too.
For next 20-30 minutes, I socialized down in the living room and kitchen, as I saw other guys fucking etc, and I got a few comments from guys, saying "God.... that thing not gone down yet??" - regarding my cock.
I laughed it off, and said "Yeah... its like a real disability".
I had plans later on in the night, I had a guy called Patrick, who wanted me to stay with him the night, and in return, he would give me free ride to the airport.
Anyhow, before I got ready to leave, I decided I would have some fun with Robert,
He gave me my first taste of 'Plantfood' and I have to say, I was expecting more.
1. I sniffed it, no immediate effect,
2. Eventually, it hit the back of my throat, and tasted crap.... ewww.
I didnt notice any effect at all. Have no idea why anyone would take that stuff.
I have a friend in belfast who takes it, he says it turns you into an instant cock whore..... Obviously an exageration.
Anyhow, I had some fun with Robert as well, of course, me fucking.
I had fun fucking him so much that he seemed to be feeling a little bit of pain, I had him on his back, legs up on my shoulders, as I slammed deep in.
Anyhow.... my kamagra seemed to have lasted all night.
Around 1.45 I decided to leave the party, so got dressed and told Patrick where I was, and thats that....
Myself and patrick had some fun, he wanked and came on my ass.....
I think he was scared to penetrate me, I told him upfront I was at a bareback party, and showed him the profile on gaydar, so he knew that the attendee's were poz.
I myself, am Neg as far as I know, as of February's test at the GUM clinic, I was neg anyway.
But then again... he probably didnt wana risk putting his cock in an ass, potentially filled with poz cum. Lol
I wish.....
Anyhow.... I had lots of fun topping this time, and now the next party is in June.... Im gonna try and save up quick, to get enough cash together for the travel etc in June for the party. Trying to get attendee's together too.
The strangest thing happened..... I was topping quite alot.... and I wasnt the only bottom who had turned top either.
I started getting ready for the party at about 5pm, getting ready includes the 'you know what' thing, getting cleaned out etc, and dressed for the flight.
Unfortunately, douches dont tend to last long when you fly at 20,000 ft in a pressurized cabin. Pressure seems to cause your digestive tract to work a little faster.
But anyway, I got my flight at about 20:50. It was about 20 minutes late, but managed to get me to East Midlands Airport in about 25 minutes, quite a quick flight. The sky had gone dark mid flight, and the lights of the East Midlands welcomed the plane as we flew over head.
We landed, and I got off, and headed straight to the exit, and got a taxi. The taxi unfortunately, cost 29 quid. How annoying is that.
Before we continue....
Various gaydar.co.uk profiles from belfast, had messaged me stating that they were interested in attending the party, I held out hopes that one, if not some or all of these people would be interested in attending. However, they all turned out to be time wasters.
Omaghlad30 - Cyber Wanker, wants me to describe the party in detail so he can jack off over his keyboard.
d8guy - Said he wanted to attend, said he wanted updates, and in the end he never responded to the updates.
shadowkeeper - Also said he wanted to attend, but alas, he is in the same boat as Omaghlad30.
CoolConnor28 - "I wana attend.... but I wana see the attendee list first...." - Fucking wank job. Like im gonna do that.
Anyhow....
Its not for lack of trying on my part, that I couldnt get people to travel with me, its just because belfast is full of wankers who will lie and pretend to be into bareback, but in reality are just after a quick cyber wank.
Anyway...
Taxi got me to the party around 21:45
I rang the door bell, and after 30 seconds, a completely naked guy came to the door and opened it. It was a fellow attendee, and he was hot.
I walked through into the party, and noticed there was about 12 guys in the kitchen, fully naked, 3 couples fucking, Fred - one of the hosts was there, he welcomed me, and reminded me that he had a package for me.
(Kamagra - which I ordered to be delivered to his address)
Anyhow.... I went upstairs, to one of the spare bedrooms, that gets used as a cloak room, and got undressed, and waited patiently outside the bathroom, turns out there was a bit of a queue for the douch, anyway, I got in finally, and did a quick douche. I didnt have much to do, since I usually try to douche out over the course of 2 days, to get me cleaned out for nights on end.
I exited the bathroom, and went down to kitchen again, and got a look at some of the attendee's.
I saw some people I have met at previous parties,
Charlie, Chris, Robert, and Josh (York CumSlut - Chaser).
I popped a Kamagra pill, and had a vodka coke to wash it down. I waited about 20 minutes for it to kick in.
I walked about, and explored the rooms and various attendee's.
There was alot of hot guys, including a guy wearing a footballers outfit - blue shirt, shorts.
At the sight of this, my cock started to wake up, and this was the start of the end. Lol
I walked into the middle bedroom, and saw York Cumslut Josh taking loads from guys left right and center, Charlie, his friend, had a go at fucking me, and he dragged me to the sling and got me in it. I loved getting fucked by his big thick cock, it kinda curves to the left, but it hits the spot. I squeezed my ass tight, to try and milk his cock.
He stopped after about 5-6 minutes of fucking, and I was hoping that someone would take over, but alas, everyone was fixated on the guy in blue, taking all the toys.
I walked back to middle room, and saw josh still taking loads.
Someone gestured to me, telling me to give him a fuck. I thought it would be a good chance to test the Kamagra out, and boy.... did it stay hard.
I grabbed my cock, and pointed it towards his hole as he lay on the bed, face down. I felt the blood flowing through my cock veins faster and harder than ever, and I gave Josh a good fucking for several minutes, I took note of the sounds he made as I fucked him, so I knew what was doing the trick. He liked the feeling of the in out motion, so I would pull out part of the way, and then thrust in fast and hard.
I didnt cum in his hole, to be honest, I dont like cumming, because once I do, Im no longer horny.
But while I was fucking him, some hung goatie-bearded guy came up behind me, and started rimming me good, eventually, once my ass was well sloppy, he shoved his cock in me, and before I knew it, I was in the middle of a 3 way sandwich.
Bearded Guy
^
Me
^
Josh
Felt good, he whispered into my ear things like
"Yeah..., fuck both of us, move that ass.... fuck his ass and my cock!!"
I loved the feeling of his cock raw in my ass. Eventually, he stopped, and someone else, I didnt look behind me to see who, took his place, and started fucking me, I knew the cock felt different.
Eventually the 3 way faded, and I got up, allowing someone else to take my place on Josh.
I walked around and checked downstairs, and found some hot guys who were up for getting fucked by my cock. Apparently news of my 'top' exploits had got around, I kept giving the credit to the kamagra.
One guy, from Stoke on Trent, called Ian, gave me the most top pleasure I ever felt, or even knew about.
Started fucking him in the middle bedroom, him on his back, me pounding his ass, and it felt alright, but then he got me lying down. And he jumped up and down with his ass working my cock.
I had never felt anything that good for ... like ever.
There was myself and several other guys lying on the bed, while Ian bounced up and down on my cock, all that could be heard was myself panting and pretty much laughing in pleasure.
"Oh My god.. haha... that feels ooooh... my god...."
I was saying shit like that for the whole time, Other guys were getting fucked in the room, and they were doing it quietly, but I was fucking this guy, and my cock felt so great, that I just had to be verbal about it.
Eventually, he had enough anal pleasure, and my cock was finished too.
For next 20-30 minutes, I socialized down in the living room and kitchen, as I saw other guys fucking etc, and I got a few comments from guys, saying "God.... that thing not gone down yet??" - regarding my cock.
I laughed it off, and said "Yeah... its like a real disability".
I had plans later on in the night, I had a guy called Patrick, who wanted me to stay with him the night, and in return, he would give me free ride to the airport.
Anyhow, before I got ready to leave, I decided I would have some fun with Robert,
He gave me my first taste of 'Plantfood' and I have to say, I was expecting more.
1. I sniffed it, no immediate effect,
2. Eventually, it hit the back of my throat, and tasted crap.... ewww.
I didnt notice any effect at all. Have no idea why anyone would take that stuff.
I have a friend in belfast who takes it, he says it turns you into an instant cock whore..... Obviously an exageration.
Anyhow, I had some fun with Robert as well, of course, me fucking.
I had fun fucking him so much that he seemed to be feeling a little bit of pain, I had him on his back, legs up on my shoulders, as I slammed deep in.
Anyhow.... my kamagra seemed to have lasted all night.
Around 1.45 I decided to leave the party, so got dressed and told Patrick where I was, and thats that....
Myself and patrick had some fun, he wanked and came on my ass.....
I think he was scared to penetrate me, I told him upfront I was at a bareback party, and showed him the profile on gaydar, so he knew that the attendee's were poz.
I myself, am Neg as far as I know, as of February's test at the GUM clinic, I was neg anyway.
But then again... he probably didnt wana risk putting his cock in an ass, potentially filled with poz cum. Lol
I wish.....
Anyhow.... I had lots of fun topping this time, and now the next party is in June.... Im gonna try and save up quick, to get enough cash together for the travel etc in June for the party. Trying to get attendee's together too.
Saturday, 10 April 2010
Been a while - Loaded last night
Its been a while since I posted here,
Truth of the matter is, that I have been bit hung up on some real life issues, work, relationships and all that shit.
I was having fun stretching my hole with my toys too, but believe it or not, I was going 2-3 months between bareback fuck sessions too.
The last guy I had sex with, before last night, was about 3 weeks ago, and before that, was in feburary, then before that...... November.....
Anyhow...
Last night, I got an invite from 2 bareback fuckers, to come down to the Pipeworks sauna in belfast, they said they would be breeding and seeding all night.
Anyhow....
I did the 'get ready' routine, douched for an hour or two. Then started drinking.
Made a weird concoction, Vodka & Powerade - watermelon flavor. And a tin of carlsberg.
I then got a bus, and head down to pipeworks.
Got to reception, and
BAM!!
"Your Barred"
I was like - wtf??
I had not been to Pipeworks since June 2009, and for some reason, they were refusing me entry. Lots of possible reasons flashed through my head as to why they might have barred me, thought maybe I was barred for my interest in bareback sex or something. Lol
They had my mug shot up, from squirt, and were not aware of the reason I was barred, they said they would talk to the manager.
In the mean time, I had to head to 'Outside' sauna, which was just across the road.
I walked in, and noticed that it was empty, clearly everyone was in pipeworks,
So... I walked around, and checked the cubicles, and found a condom which was full to the brim with cum. I locked the door behind me, and got on my back, and held my ass open, shoved the open end into my ass, and squeezed the cum into my ass. It was a big load, and felt great having cum in my hole again.
Not 5 minutes after walking out of that cubical, a Hot muscle stud came on to me,
I have had instances where bottom guys are attracted to me, which is a waste of my time, so I always ask guys now "Are you top or bottom?"
I was pleased when this guy said he was a top.
He got me on my back on the cubical, and was really interested in sucking me off, I felt guilty about taking the sucking, and not sucking him back, but he was really into it.
He started working my hole, fingering it, and just prodding it with his knuckles, it felt great.
He got lube and started smearing it on my cock, and giving me a hand job, the silky feeling made me convulse, and then he started smearing it on my ass.
I was hoping for a bareback fuck, but then he rubbered up.
He began fucking me, while I was on my back, and he at the base of the padded bed, he would stop occasionally, and bend over and suck my cock again.
He began fucking me harder and harder, churning up the cum already in my ass, I dont know if he knew about it or not, but who cares.
He said he was gonna cum, and he asked me where I wanted it.
I told him "Anywhere you want!!, your the top, your choice!!"
I hoped he would decide to dump in my ass,
and to my pleasure, he ripped off the condom,
but then he started wanking, and he shot over my balls, and on my ass hole.
I reached down, with my hands, and started smearing it around my ass, and inside it.
He gave me several really big snog,s and then we parted ways.
So, I had 1.5 loads more a less in my ass.
I walked around, and found that Outside sauna was kinda empty, there was a 18 year old twink who was about 4ft tall which was really annoying me just by being there. He was wearing a normal sized towel, but because he was so small, he was wearing it like a woman wears a towel when getting out of the shower.
Hate fem guys.
Anyhow...
I decided that it was time to phone Pipeworks sauna, to find out why I was barred, the manager should have been back by then.
Turned out, I was barred, because I had tried to get into pipeworks drunk, but the bar was put in place like...over a year and a bit ago. So, it should have been out of date, they then told me that I can come back, and get in.
Typical queer's, they didnt even appologize for the inconvenience, or the mistake on their part.
I went into pipeworks, and discovered it was their first ever Fetish night. I was advised that if I walked around in my boxer's that I would get a 4 pound discount on my next time entering pipeworks.
I wasnt really up for walking around in my boxers, but I did think that maybe on another fetish night, I might wear ripped boxers with the ass hole revealed.
Anyway, I walked in, and got changed.
Walked around, and noticed there was alot of people in, they had an area set up for fisting, although no one was parttaking of it. I sat myself down in a cubicle, and not long passed, before some guy came along and jumped in.
"Are you a top or bottom" - I asked
"Bottom" - He responded.
He continued sucking me off..
I was hoping he would take the hint, But he didnt, so I said sorry, and got up and left.
I walked around to the sleazier side of the establishment, the really dark cubicles.
I was in for about 4 minutes, face down, ass up, and then some guy touched my leg, and climbed in to the cubical.
I might not have minded, if he had immediately started fucking me.
Instead, the most bizzare thing happened.
He climbed up, along side beside me, and more a less started holding me, like I was his mother and he was a baby.
Was sooooo bizzare.
He must have been 40-50, he had a wee tuft of hair I could see on his fringe, it was dark in the cubicle, so hard to tell, but his forehead was really sweatty, and it did my head in.
I just got up, left....
I walked around, and found another cubicle, and hopped inside, eventually, another guy came along, he kinda looked similar to the bizzare guy. I couldnt really tell by his face if he was teh same guy or not. In the end, I was able to tell if it was him or not, by feeling his cock. This was definitely a different guy, this cock was not the biggest, but it was fat.
I asked him if he was a top or bottom, he said top.
He asked me what way I wanted it, I said anyway he wants.
He then started saying - u want it bareback?
I was "Yeah, want it raw"
This guy quickly got lubed up, and he started fucking me raw. First I was doggy style, and then he said he wanted me on my back.
He started pounding my ass, his fat cock really did open my hole.
I imagined all the cum in my ass getting churned up, into a white foamy mess.
He said he wanted me to sit on his cock.
I really dont like sitting on cocks, because the cum inevitably comes down too.
I told him Im not good at that position, and he said its ok, you will be fine.
I sat on his cock, and he pumped me for a while, he enjoyed it, but I was self conscious of all the cum possibly escaping.
A few minutes of this position, and he suggested we change position again.
I was back in doggy style, and he was clearly getting close to cumming, I tensed my ass muscles to milk all the pre-cum from his cock. He let out a grunt,
"Ooooh fuck!!!"
He shot his load in my ass, and fell down on top of me, pinning me to the floor of the cubicle. He grinded by ass, making a pelvic circle, to get the cum dumped, deeper and deeper into my ass.
I loved the fact that he had cum, wasnt the best specimen of a man, but his load did me fine.
I left the cubicle, and found another cubicle to make my lair,
Once again....
Bizarro decided to pay me a visit.
He crawled inside the cubical, tried to cuddle me with his sweatty head all over me.
Once again, I left, got really annoyed at him.
I left Pipeworks, and returned to Outside Sauna.
I had got a 'Out Pass' allowing me to return before 6am for free.
So I got back inside, and walked around, it was kinda empty still.
But to my pleasure, I found another full condom, it was like christmas come early. Big full condom, really wattery load, unlike the stringy stuff often shot from cocks.
I emptied it into my ass, as before, and now I had
1 - condom,
1.5 - muscle dude who came on my ass,
2.5 - dude from pipeworks who was really into bb,
3.5 - second condom from outside sauna,
3 and half loads in my ass, felt great.
I walked around, and decided that Outside sauna was a lost cause for the time being, because all there was, was the 4ft 18 year old.
I left the sauna, getting another out pass.
I entered pipeworks again, I had also got an out pass from there.
I walked around, and noticed the numbers starting to dwindle, I never did find the guys from dublin/down south who had said they were gonna meet me there.
I stood outside of a cublicle, watching the porn, and noticed a tall guy, who had a slight beer belly, I wasnt gonna complain, cause I got a look at his cock, it was well long and fat. 8 inches easilly.
He walked close to me, and started feeling my cock, I asked
"You a top?"
"YES" - He said.
I gestured to the cubicle, and we started 'intimate relations'.
Some sucking on both parts, and then he got the lube,
The whole time, I kept praying he wouldnt touch the condoms.
He lubed his cock up, and shoved it towards my hole, I was puckering my ass hole, not wanting to let any of the cum escape.
He managed to get his cock into my ass eventually, his cock at a notible bend or weakenss in its head, meaning it bent easilly when pressure was exerted, which didnt make things easy, especially cause he wanted to get me to sit on top.
He was fucking me, on his back, and me on top,
His body language was kinda weird.
He had his hands up on his forehead, covering his eyes and face, it was like he was saying to himself
"I shouldnt be doing this!!"
or like he felt guilty about doing something.
I kept thinking to myself, maybe this guy is poz, maybe he feels guilty about fucking me raw.
It turned me on loads, and I squeezed my ass even more.
We changed position once more, and I was on my back.
I asked if he was gonna cum soon?
He responded, "Are you?!"
I said to him I will only cum once he cums. He said ok, and started fucking me hard and furiously.
His voice started getting sorta high pitch and wimpery,
"Ahh, im cumming!!"
he pulled out, and started wanking, and then he said he was cumming.
I raised my ass, and quickly told him to shove it in,
He directed his cock to my ass, and pushed in, the bendy part in his cock bent, and it only went half way in,
loads of cum went into my ass, but some escaped, and slid down my ass to the base of my back.
He more a less started screaming as he was cumming
"Ahhh shiit!!! Ahhhhhh!!!!!!" he reached his arms accross touching both sides of the cubicle, as he downloaded his cock's load into my ass.
I loved the feeling, and all the sounds he made as he dumped his load into me.
But alas, it didnt last forever,
the top recovered, and we parted ways.
I decided that this was all the cum I could get from pipeworks,
I did walk around, and it seemed that there was no one around who peequed my interest.
I left, and headed back to outside sauna, hoping maybe there would be more condom surprises around.
Alas, there was none.
I had 4 and half loads in my ass, or close to 5.
I stayed in outside, for the rest of the night/morning.
I rested in a darkened cubicle.
I returned home at about 7am, and got some rest.
I woke up at about 11am, and wanted to find out how much cum I really had in my ass.
To this end, I decided to fuck myself, with my black indimidator dildo. The 11.5 inche one.
The results were impressive,
After 3-4 minutes of rapid in and out fucking, I had a white gooey mess around my ass, and running down the black finish of the dildo.
I tasted it, to make sure it was cum and not mere ass juices, and yes, it had the distinct taste of cum protein. It always tastes nicer once its come out of my ass.
Truth of the matter is, that I have been bit hung up on some real life issues, work, relationships and all that shit.
I was having fun stretching my hole with my toys too, but believe it or not, I was going 2-3 months between bareback fuck sessions too.
The last guy I had sex with, before last night, was about 3 weeks ago, and before that, was in feburary, then before that...... November.....
Anyhow...
Last night, I got an invite from 2 bareback fuckers, to come down to the Pipeworks sauna in belfast, they said they would be breeding and seeding all night.
Anyhow....
I did the 'get ready' routine, douched for an hour or two. Then started drinking.
Made a weird concoction, Vodka & Powerade - watermelon flavor. And a tin of carlsberg.
I then got a bus, and head down to pipeworks.
Got to reception, and
BAM!!
"Your Barred"
I was like - wtf??
I had not been to Pipeworks since June 2009, and for some reason, they were refusing me entry. Lots of possible reasons flashed through my head as to why they might have barred me, thought maybe I was barred for my interest in bareback sex or something. Lol
They had my mug shot up, from squirt, and were not aware of the reason I was barred, they said they would talk to the manager.
In the mean time, I had to head to 'Outside' sauna, which was just across the road.
I walked in, and noticed that it was empty, clearly everyone was in pipeworks,
So... I walked around, and checked the cubicles, and found a condom which was full to the brim with cum. I locked the door behind me, and got on my back, and held my ass open, shoved the open end into my ass, and squeezed the cum into my ass. It was a big load, and felt great having cum in my hole again.
Not 5 minutes after walking out of that cubical, a Hot muscle stud came on to me,
I have had instances where bottom guys are attracted to me, which is a waste of my time, so I always ask guys now "Are you top or bottom?"
I was pleased when this guy said he was a top.
He got me on my back on the cubical, and was really interested in sucking me off, I felt guilty about taking the sucking, and not sucking him back, but he was really into it.
He started working my hole, fingering it, and just prodding it with his knuckles, it felt great.
He got lube and started smearing it on my cock, and giving me a hand job, the silky feeling made me convulse, and then he started smearing it on my ass.
I was hoping for a bareback fuck, but then he rubbered up.
He began fucking me, while I was on my back, and he at the base of the padded bed, he would stop occasionally, and bend over and suck my cock again.
He began fucking me harder and harder, churning up the cum already in my ass, I dont know if he knew about it or not, but who cares.
He said he was gonna cum, and he asked me where I wanted it.
I told him "Anywhere you want!!, your the top, your choice!!"
I hoped he would decide to dump in my ass,
and to my pleasure, he ripped off the condom,
but then he started wanking, and he shot over my balls, and on my ass hole.
I reached down, with my hands, and started smearing it around my ass, and inside it.
He gave me several really big snog,s and then we parted ways.
So, I had 1.5 loads more a less in my ass.
I walked around, and found that Outside sauna was kinda empty, there was a 18 year old twink who was about 4ft tall which was really annoying me just by being there. He was wearing a normal sized towel, but because he was so small, he was wearing it like a woman wears a towel when getting out of the shower.
Hate fem guys.
Anyhow...
I decided that it was time to phone Pipeworks sauna, to find out why I was barred, the manager should have been back by then.
Turned out, I was barred, because I had tried to get into pipeworks drunk, but the bar was put in place like...over a year and a bit ago. So, it should have been out of date, they then told me that I can come back, and get in.
Typical queer's, they didnt even appologize for the inconvenience, or the mistake on their part.
I went into pipeworks, and discovered it was their first ever Fetish night. I was advised that if I walked around in my boxer's that I would get a 4 pound discount on my next time entering pipeworks.
I wasnt really up for walking around in my boxers, but I did think that maybe on another fetish night, I might wear ripped boxers with the ass hole revealed.
Anyway, I walked in, and got changed.
Walked around, and noticed there was alot of people in, they had an area set up for fisting, although no one was parttaking of it. I sat myself down in a cubicle, and not long passed, before some guy came along and jumped in.
"Are you a top or bottom" - I asked
"Bottom" - He responded.
He continued sucking me off..
I was hoping he would take the hint, But he didnt, so I said sorry, and got up and left.
I walked around to the sleazier side of the establishment, the really dark cubicles.
I was in for about 4 minutes, face down, ass up, and then some guy touched my leg, and climbed in to the cubical.
I might not have minded, if he had immediately started fucking me.
Instead, the most bizzare thing happened.
He climbed up, along side beside me, and more a less started holding me, like I was his mother and he was a baby.
Was sooooo bizzare.
He must have been 40-50, he had a wee tuft of hair I could see on his fringe, it was dark in the cubicle, so hard to tell, but his forehead was really sweatty, and it did my head in.
I just got up, left....
I walked around, and found another cubicle, and hopped inside, eventually, another guy came along, he kinda looked similar to the bizzare guy. I couldnt really tell by his face if he was teh same guy or not. In the end, I was able to tell if it was him or not, by feeling his cock. This was definitely a different guy, this cock was not the biggest, but it was fat.
I asked him if he was a top or bottom, he said top.
He asked me what way I wanted it, I said anyway he wants.
He then started saying - u want it bareback?
I was "Yeah, want it raw"
This guy quickly got lubed up, and he started fucking me raw. First I was doggy style, and then he said he wanted me on my back.
He started pounding my ass, his fat cock really did open my hole.
I imagined all the cum in my ass getting churned up, into a white foamy mess.
He said he wanted me to sit on his cock.
I really dont like sitting on cocks, because the cum inevitably comes down too.
I told him Im not good at that position, and he said its ok, you will be fine.
I sat on his cock, and he pumped me for a while, he enjoyed it, but I was self conscious of all the cum possibly escaping.
A few minutes of this position, and he suggested we change position again.
I was back in doggy style, and he was clearly getting close to cumming, I tensed my ass muscles to milk all the pre-cum from his cock. He let out a grunt,
"Ooooh fuck!!!"
He shot his load in my ass, and fell down on top of me, pinning me to the floor of the cubicle. He grinded by ass, making a pelvic circle, to get the cum dumped, deeper and deeper into my ass.
I loved the fact that he had cum, wasnt the best specimen of a man, but his load did me fine.
I left the cubicle, and found another cubicle to make my lair,
Once again....
Bizarro decided to pay me a visit.
He crawled inside the cubical, tried to cuddle me with his sweatty head all over me.
Once again, I left, got really annoyed at him.
I left Pipeworks, and returned to Outside Sauna.
I had got a 'Out Pass' allowing me to return before 6am for free.
So I got back inside, and walked around, it was kinda empty still.
But to my pleasure, I found another full condom, it was like christmas come early. Big full condom, really wattery load, unlike the stringy stuff often shot from cocks.
I emptied it into my ass, as before, and now I had
1 - condom,
1.5 - muscle dude who came on my ass,
2.5 - dude from pipeworks who was really into bb,
3.5 - second condom from outside sauna,
3 and half loads in my ass, felt great.
I walked around, and decided that Outside sauna was a lost cause for the time being, because all there was, was the 4ft 18 year old.
I left the sauna, getting another out pass.
I entered pipeworks again, I had also got an out pass from there.
I walked around, and noticed the numbers starting to dwindle, I never did find the guys from dublin/down south who had said they were gonna meet me there.
I stood outside of a cublicle, watching the porn, and noticed a tall guy, who had a slight beer belly, I wasnt gonna complain, cause I got a look at his cock, it was well long and fat. 8 inches easilly.
He walked close to me, and started feeling my cock, I asked
"You a top?"
"YES" - He said.
I gestured to the cubicle, and we started 'intimate relations'.
Some sucking on both parts, and then he got the lube,
The whole time, I kept praying he wouldnt touch the condoms.
He lubed his cock up, and shoved it towards my hole, I was puckering my ass hole, not wanting to let any of the cum escape.
He managed to get his cock into my ass eventually, his cock at a notible bend or weakenss in its head, meaning it bent easilly when pressure was exerted, which didnt make things easy, especially cause he wanted to get me to sit on top.
He was fucking me, on his back, and me on top,
His body language was kinda weird.
He had his hands up on his forehead, covering his eyes and face, it was like he was saying to himself
"I shouldnt be doing this!!"
or like he felt guilty about doing something.
I kept thinking to myself, maybe this guy is poz, maybe he feels guilty about fucking me raw.
It turned me on loads, and I squeezed my ass even more.
We changed position once more, and I was on my back.
I asked if he was gonna cum soon?
He responded, "Are you?!"
I said to him I will only cum once he cums. He said ok, and started fucking me hard and furiously.
His voice started getting sorta high pitch and wimpery,
"Ahh, im cumming!!"
he pulled out, and started wanking, and then he said he was cumming.
I raised my ass, and quickly told him to shove it in,
He directed his cock to my ass, and pushed in, the bendy part in his cock bent, and it only went half way in,
loads of cum went into my ass, but some escaped, and slid down my ass to the base of my back.
He more a less started screaming as he was cumming
"Ahhh shiit!!! Ahhhhhh!!!!!!" he reached his arms accross touching both sides of the cubicle, as he downloaded his cock's load into my ass.
I loved the feeling, and all the sounds he made as he dumped his load into me.
But alas, it didnt last forever,
the top recovered, and we parted ways.
I decided that this was all the cum I could get from pipeworks,
I did walk around, and it seemed that there was no one around who peequed my interest.
I left, and headed back to outside sauna, hoping maybe there would be more condom surprises around.
Alas, there was none.
I had 4 and half loads in my ass, or close to 5.
I stayed in outside, for the rest of the night/morning.
I rested in a darkened cubicle.
I returned home at about 7am, and got some rest.
I woke up at about 11am, and wanted to find out how much cum I really had in my ass.
To this end, I decided to fuck myself, with my black indimidator dildo. The 11.5 inche one.
The results were impressive,
After 3-4 minutes of rapid in and out fucking, I had a white gooey mess around my ass, and running down the black finish of the dildo.
I tasted it, to make sure it was cum and not mere ass juices, and yes, it had the distinct taste of cum protein. It always tastes nicer once its come out of my ass.
In other news btw,
I am heading to the bb party in Nottingham on the 24th, I didnt make it to the last one, because I had no funds, but I booked these tickets a while ago, meaning I was good to go.
I also got a package of kamagra waiting for me over there, so I will be fucking and be getting fuck all night on the 24th, have also got a few guys who may be coming along too.
Thursday, 11 February 2010
Long time No See
Anyhow... as some of you might have guessed, I kinda grew bit complacent, and actually went off sex for a while yet again. Infact.... since november.... I've only had one guy, and that was last Saturday Night..... It kinda annoyed me to be honest, cause it felt .....dare I say it.... Romantic. Shock Shock Horror.
Anyhow.... its coming to that time when little ol me has to go and get loaded up with more spunk and cum, at the bareback party in Nottingham.
This time, I've been canvassing for interested people from belfast, who wana fly over with me. So far, got about 7-8 guys who say they will go with me. Of course..... I know from last time, to take this with a pinch of salt, as lets face it... the last guys who said they would go with me, were a bunch of lying cunts.
Anyhow... a new development I've been working on is a new bareback website explicitly for bareback parties and hooking up with bareback guys.
http://www.gayguys4u.net/
Its built using ajax for the message system - even gaydar doesnt use that.... (it uses frames) and php for the rest of the site.
Its currently a work in progress, next on the agenda, is to add the profile section, allowing people to add their personal details and a profile template.
Anyhow.... its coming to that time when little ol me has to go and get loaded up with more spunk and cum, at the bareback party in Nottingham.
This time, I've been canvassing for interested people from belfast, who wana fly over with me. So far, got about 7-8 guys who say they will go with me. Of course..... I know from last time, to take this with a pinch of salt, as lets face it... the last guys who said they would go with me, were a bunch of lying cunts.
Anyhow... a new development I've been working on is a new bareback website explicitly for bareback parties and hooking up with bareback guys.
http://www.gayguys4u.net/
Its built using ajax for the message system - even gaydar doesnt use that.... (it uses frames) and php for the rest of the site.
Its currently a work in progress, next on the agenda, is to add the profile section, allowing people to add their personal details and a profile template.
Wednesday, 25 November 2009
New Focus - Ass Stretching
I've not been looking for bb fucks for the time being, not for lack of offers. A hot guy on gaydar has made it clear that he wants to fuck me. I'm up for taking his cum, however, My current interests are more focused on my ass-ploration.
http://www.gaysextoysformen.co.uk/product_detail-prodID~11460.htm
This is the next Toy thats arriving this saturday.
For those who dont wana browse there - heres a pic.
http://www.gaysextoysformen.co.uk/product_detail-prodID~11460.htm
This is the next Toy thats arriving this saturday.
For those who dont wana browse there - heres a pic.
Its 11 inches long, and about 4 inches wide at the base.
I fully intend to take this to the base, eventually.
Sunday, 15 November 2009
I DID IT - I took 'The Fist'!!
I dont know if I posted about it or not, but few months back, I got myself 'The Fist' dildo off the web.
I tried taking it back then, but to my dismay, I could not take it, dispite the fact I can take a real fist.
I've been working hard over the past few months, training my ass to take big things. I've taken Butt Plug - which is large, Coke Bottles - 500ml, which are sorta large, could even take part of a 2lt btl of coke.
Yet, for all my trying, I couldnt take 'The Fist'.
Well... Tonight, I just have. Quite literally, 20 minutes ago, It slipped right up my hole, not exactly an easy task, but thanks to 'Boy Butter' lube, I managed it.
Gravity helped alot too.
Im gonna post an image of the Dildo itself, so you can see what I have managed to take.
It used to be, I would get a bb fuck, and then use black butt plug to churn it up, now I've set my sights higher, Me and my fist are gonna have some fun.
I have to admit though, my ass feels weird after having taken it, it certainly didnt feel like taking a real fist. Now it feels like there is pressure being applied to the inside of my ass, even when its empty, not an entirely bad feeling, just weird. Im sure the more I take it, the easier it will become, and then I can work on bigger things.
I tried taking it back then, but to my dismay, I could not take it, dispite the fact I can take a real fist.
I've been working hard over the past few months, training my ass to take big things. I've taken Butt Plug - which is large, Coke Bottles - 500ml, which are sorta large, could even take part of a 2lt btl of coke.
Yet, for all my trying, I couldnt take 'The Fist'.
Well... Tonight, I just have. Quite literally, 20 minutes ago, It slipped right up my hole, not exactly an easy task, but thanks to 'Boy Butter' lube, I managed it.
Gravity helped alot too.
Im gonna post an image of the Dildo itself, so you can see what I have managed to take.
It used to be, I would get a bb fuck, and then use black butt plug to churn it up, now I've set my sights higher, Me and my fist are gonna have some fun.
I have to admit though, my ass feels weird after having taken it, it certainly didnt feel like taking a real fist. Now it feels like there is pressure being applied to the inside of my ass, even when its empty, not an entirely bad feeling, just weird. Im sure the more I take it, the easier it will become, and then I can work on bigger things.
Thursday, 12 November 2009
Whoops... Forgot about last nite I guess
I got a load the other night from a previous bb top guy.
If ya read through the blog, you will see a few weeks ago, I got 2 loads in the space of 7 hours from 2 tops.
The second top, I had him round the other night, and he fucked me good in the bed room.
We went at it for a while doing some oral, and then he had me bent over, at the bottom of the bed, my front half of my body practically over the edge, as he pumped me ass with his cock.
He pumped me a good 10 minutes, his cock, not the largest I ever seen, but it was good for an average cock.
He fucked me for about 10-12 minutes, and then he asked me if I wanted him to cum.
"Yeah, Shoot it!!, Shoot it inside me!!, Give me it!!"
"Give me that load, give me it!!"
I quite literally was more vocal than I have ever been.
Im not usually that vocal when it comes to getting cum in my ass.
Anyhow.... he left, and I watched tv for a while, while I considered what to do with the load in my ass.
Obviously, I have to play with it. Lol
I did the usual ritual, Towel on the floor, butt plug at the ready, and then I just touched the butt plug against my ass lips, and relaxed. The cum load just ran out of me so easilly, I caught it though, in my hand, and scooped it back into my ass.
I fisted it in deep, while keeping my hand shaped like a bucket sorta thing.
Then I plugged my hole, and thrusted my plug in and out hard and fast, to churn the cum into a white butter.
After I had enough, I checked gaydar again, to see if I could get anyone else round. Alas... I could not.
I wiped my ass, before gettin into bed, and went to sleep....
Which is precisely what I intend to do now.
If ya read through the blog, you will see a few weeks ago, I got 2 loads in the space of 7 hours from 2 tops.
The second top, I had him round the other night, and he fucked me good in the bed room.
We went at it for a while doing some oral, and then he had me bent over, at the bottom of the bed, my front half of my body practically over the edge, as he pumped me ass with his cock.
He pumped me a good 10 minutes, his cock, not the largest I ever seen, but it was good for an average cock.
He fucked me for about 10-12 minutes, and then he asked me if I wanted him to cum.
"Yeah, Shoot it!!, Shoot it inside me!!, Give me it!!"
"Give me that load, give me it!!"
I quite literally was more vocal than I have ever been.
Im not usually that vocal when it comes to getting cum in my ass.
Anyhow.... he left, and I watched tv for a while, while I considered what to do with the load in my ass.
Obviously, I have to play with it. Lol
I did the usual ritual, Towel on the floor, butt plug at the ready, and then I just touched the butt plug against my ass lips, and relaxed. The cum load just ran out of me so easilly, I caught it though, in my hand, and scooped it back into my ass.
I fisted it in deep, while keeping my hand shaped like a bucket sorta thing.
Then I plugged my hole, and thrusted my plug in and out hard and fast, to churn the cum into a white butter.
After I had enough, I checked gaydar again, to see if I could get anyone else round. Alas... I could not.
I wiped my ass, before gettin into bed, and went to sleep....
Which is precisely what I intend to do now.
Monday, 9 November 2009
The Bareback Party in Nottingham - 7th November
Ok, its Sunday 8th, The nite after the Party in Nottingham, Im writing this now, but I wont be able to post it until tomorrow when I have internet connection at work to post it with.
Anyhow...
I got ready yesterday at about 4pm, got shower, bath, douche... ya know the drill, I had advised my mates who were also going, that they should try to get as clean as possible b4 the party, as there is ALWAYS a queue for the douche'. Lol
Anyhow, Im all ready, and its about 5pm, I text one of the guys who was going with me - the one I fancie the pants off. Asked him if he wanted to come round to mine, and we could leave for the airport together. He replied, and said he was ill, and couldnt make it..... Shit one...
Anyhow... I wouldnt hold that against him , I do like him.
One more guy was going with me - Michael - I tried texting him, no reply, tried phoning him, voice mail, and then actual hanging up, or directing me to voice mail...
I dont know what was going on, but we had planned this trip to the bb party for like 2-3 weeks, and all of a sudden, Michael was being total time waster. At least the other guy was genuine enough to make an excuse, and explain.
Anyhow... I ended up going to the airport on my own, passed through security, blah blah blah...
Was on my flight at 6.45, and we flight left kinda early. About 35 minutes ahead of schedule - translates to me arriving early.
Arrived at East Midlands, and found a building for taxi's at the airport, I asked them for a taxi to Nottingham, Sneinton. I was expecting a price of about 42 quid. I was quite relieved to find it was only 28 quid. And it was paid up front etc.
Anyhow... will skip the long taxi ride, passed some countryside, and passed some coal power stations....interesting....
Arrived in sneinton, and recognised the street, and got to the front door of the party.
Almost like it was fate, the door opened before I even got to the door, one of the hosts - We will call him 'Mr R', was opening the door, and asked me to test the door bell. Lol
I got inside, and there was about 6 guys there drinking, everyone was clothed still.
'Mr F', cracked a few jokes about the last time I was there, when I got the plane to the wrong airport. Lol
I got a drink of vodka coke, and just sat there chatting, and mellowing in their company. Its always ackward at the start of the party.
Anyway, more people arrived, some I recognised from august. At this point, I felt it was time to go get a second douche, to make sure im completely ready to become a cumdump. I walked upstairs, and alas.... the bathroom with the douche was in use... so I formed a queue....starting at me. Lol
Took about 10 minutes for this guy to be finished - yikes..
Anyway, I got in, and it was done fairly quickly, helps when you have no food for the day, and douched earlier.
So... I went downstairs, and noticed there was now about 12 guys in the kitchen, they were all smoking, there was the hint of weed in the air too. So obviously they were getting - loosened up.
Im not a smoker, so the smoke was getting to me, so I went upstairs and stood in the landing, noticed there was a few guys in similar boat, the smoke was getting to them too. One of the guys who arrived, went and got stripped off, he was leading the way so to speak. After he got stripped off, he went downstairs and into the kitchen, he came straight back up though, think he was either too cold down there, or felt out of place. Shit one.
Anyhow, more guys arrived, gonna call these ones the '3 bears' - skinheads, trimmed beards etc. They all proceeded to get into leather boots. Some people are into that I guess.
They were wearing jock straps too, which is kinda a turn on for me, love watching treasure island videos of guys getting fucked and creampied with jock straps on.
I waited till they were done getting dressed/undressed, and then I proceeded to get stripped off too.
Part of me was bit self-conscious, The past 2 days, I had 2 pimples on my ass cheek - which kinda turned into scabby things. How annoyings that, but unavoidable. Hoping they will clear up during the week, but anyway..
Im stark bollock naked, upstairs, I walk downstairs, and get myself another vodka coke, the vodka wasnt the nicest, so I tended to down the drink in one, to get drunk, but avoid the taste.
I was beinging to get quite losened up, so I went upstairs and got myself to the top floor, where the sling is. There was about 6 guys in this room at the time, 2 guys watching, 2 guys playing, and myself and another guy.
The other guy, was in his late 40's probably, and he gestured me to the free space on the bed, he lubed up his cock, and shoved it in my hole.
His cock was quite large, and fat, it filled my hole, thats for sure. He enjoyed pumping my hole, he did it for a very long time, and then pulled out, he then made me roll over, and he straddled himself onto my cock,
at this point in time, he was facing me, with his cock infront of me, and his ass going down on my cock, I proceeded to pump his ass for about 5-8 minutes, the whole time through this, I Noticed the pre-cum spewing from his cock, and imagined that all inside my ass. All that poz precum, which was almost enough in volume, to be a small load in itself.
Im not much of a top, so I asked him to fuck me again, and this time to dump his load in my ass.
He fucked me again, the position was me face down on the bed, and him on top, I was across the bed, width wise, my upper body was hanging over the side of the bed, and he was fucking me. I dont think he came in me though. He stopped, and said he wanted a rest.
I looked at the room, and saw there was about 8 others in the room, 3-4 of them standing at door way.
One of the guys, a regular I remember from August, - lets call him 'Batman' for the Batman t-shirt he had on. (he was naked on his bottom half)- I dont like to speculate on peoples race, he had an english accent, but dark skin, so probably a little eastern descent in there, but thats ok, he was a great fella.
I walked over to the door, and watched along with them, as others got fucked.
No one had hopped into the sling yet, so I said out loud, and kinda suggestively, "No ones using the sling yet?"
Batman joked - 'Aww, ok, you hop into it'
Exactly what I was hoping for.
I hopped in, and Batman showed me his assets - his cock was very large, must be about 9 inches, and it curved in a weird way at the top, sorta to the left, or his right I suppose.
My ass was well lubed, with ass juices from the previous fuck, the remnants of lube, and a large amount of pre-cum from the dude who I was just with.
Batman proceeded to enter me as I lay on the sling, he slammed in and out of me a few times, mostly going slowly, but everytime he went fast and furious, I would grab the metal chains of the sling, to shut them up.
I kinda knew that he wasnt gonna cum, he was being conservative, as everyone else was.
After fucking me for about 8 minutes, he noticed a tall dude, who was quite fanci-able in my own opinion, I was kinda thinking to myself, that he was gonna go off me, and play with him instead, however, much to my pleasure, Batman gestured towards my ass, spread my cheeks, and smiled to the other dude.
The other dude took Batmans place, and proceeded to fuck me for about 10 minutes, I dont think he came either, again with the conserving....
I was about to get out of the sling, when I was quickly pushed back onto it, by this weird dude. .
I dont mean to be insulting, but I dont know his name, so I will describe him.
He must be early 40's or so, but had a goatie beard, im not one for facial hair to be honest, but suppose, as long as he fucked me, and kept the hair from me... I wouldnt complain.
He was skinny, and had large freckle type spots on his chest and tummy, his tummy sorta looked like it was affected by his meds, heard some people describe that sort of effect as a crux belly or something. It just looks like fat skin, on a skinny guy. Weird. - We will call him Mr Weird for the remainer of the story.
Anyway, he was fucking me, and he was enjoying it,
Im guessing hes a top primarily, as I cant remember seeing him ever getting fucked. He was covered in sweat, which was dripping off him onto me, and his body was all pink from exertion. His face convulsed, and the veins in his body was visible on every part of his body, in his head, in his neck, his arms and legs etc.
He squished his head up into a strange face, and let out gasps of pleasure, Im guessing this is his 'im cumming' face.
In my own opinion, this may or may not have been a fake orgasm. But who cares - my ass is getting the fun it demands.
At this point in time, Im bit bored, so I hop out of the sling, and head downstairs and get another vodka coke.... same nasty vodka, so down the vodka as fast as possible.
Theres about 20 guys in the house now, and I hear the doorbell going off, In comes Mr R (new guy), and his Partner Mr C.
Mr R and I had fucked few times at last party, and we had chatted on gaydar. He knows about my neg status, and he didnt seem judgemental about me being a neg guy who likes playing with poz guys. In reality, I think hes a dead on guy, whos quite the catch - lucky Mr C. Lol
Anyhow, he was still clothed, so I walked past him, and said Hi to him, and thought that I should let him and his partner get warmed up or drunk or something.
I went upstairs again, and found myself being fucked by someone else, this guy gave me a lift to the airport the next morning, will call him 'Mr H'.
He fucked me quite alot, and it was fucking class, while I know he didnt cum in me, it was certainly a good fuck. He wanted a rest, and we chatted for a while. We chatted about all sorts of things, eventually, a group of us gathered, and we all started chatting.
6 of us, all chatting, having a break from fucking. Everyone started chatting about their meds, and of course, im kinda the outcast, Im still pretending to be poz at this party, but alas, I dont know all the med talk. Lol. They even swapped cd4 counts etc.
I tried to chime in with the conversation, but felt like a numpty. Lol
Anyway, Mr F (One of the hosts) came upstairs, and then the fun followed them, the 3 bears came upstairs too, and they proceeded fucking eachother.
I dont mean to be rude or anything, but I found 2 of these 3 bears on gaydar, and they are a couple, and they dont like to play with anyone who doesnt have shaved head or bald, which raises the question of whether a bb party is the sorta thing that they would be open to??
The whole time I was there, I dont recall the 3 bears fucking anyone other than eachother.
Anyhow....
4-5 of us are on the bed, relaxing, when I see a guy who looks like a White haired version of Mr H, in the sling, and the guy whos about to fuck him, has lots of tattoo's, and lots of piercings.
Piercings were mostly on his cock, a pierced head, and lots of piercings all the way down his shaft, and down to the peri-anal area. Mr H's look-a-like took a fucking from this guy, but I dont think it lasted all that long, and doubt even more that he got any cum from it.
I decided I wanted to go look for more fuck fun, so I went downstairs, and bumped into Mr R, he whispered into my ear
'I have Ketamine' - I was so up for trying this for the first time.
I told him that I had taken Vodka b4 hand, would that be safe??
Ah.. No...
So, I assumed we shouldnt try this, so I returned to fuck hunting.
I went back to Sling Room, and I believe I got back into the sling and proceeded to get fucked again by Batman, and his tall mate. The amazing thing is, that I didnt need lube for any of this, I was still well opened up from the first fucks of the night.
As before, I cant be sure of if these guys came or not....heres hoping...
Oh... I Almost forgot...
When Batman arrived, he was in tow with a guy from York, and Im guessing they had been talking about me from my blog.
York guy must have asked batman if anyone from belfast was here, then batman pulled me asside, and said
"Your from belfast arent you?"
I smiled, yeah..
"You have a blog?"
I started laughing. Yeah....
Turns out York guy had read it, he might be one of the followers of this blog, who knows.
Anyhow.. . .
I only discovered this in the early hours of the morning, but I saw his e-mail to me, via my iphone, that he had sent to me via bugshare, he was from york, and he was also a neg btm, looking for poz spunk.
So.. thats 2 neg guys at least at the party.
Ok, its about 1am now, and I've been fucked alot, done alot of walking about, and done alot of wandering around aimlessly.
Mr R pulled me again, and pulled me into the toilets, and proceeded to take out a glass ampule of something, its ketamine.
I had assumed Ketamine was a liquid or something to take in a drink or something, but alas... it was a powder.
He explained that I just need to sniff it, so I tried sniffing it, I was kinda worried that it might react with the vodka from earlier in the night. But it was few hours before hand so.... might be ok.
I sniffed the stuff, and didnt notice anything really. Although saying that.... in retrospect... my memory is kinda hazy from this point on.
I remember being fucked by someone, and at one point in time, I remember my vision going red for few minutes. Weird...
I was then walking around, and Mr R asked if its ok, working etc?
I said that I dont feel anything yet.
At that moment, I swallowed, and felt this clump of something at back of my throat, felt like a bad tasting snot. Eww.
As it went down my throat, I felt my throat going numb, which is kinda understandable, since it is a tranquillizer, well... for horses anyway.
Well, thats great if I wana be forcefully deepthroated, I did notice some minor effects on parts of my body.
My left ear was sorta numb, and my finger tips were bit tingly, like pins and needles, but less extreme.
Anyway... its going on for 2am, and Got into a chat with Mr F and Mr R (the host Mr R), they were discussing the routine of the parties, about how when 50 people say they will turn up, that it usually translates to about 30, and by their count, they had about 27 guys at this party, so they were pretty on target.
At this point in time, I felt even more annoyed that I was abandoned by the guys from Belfast.
Not to mention all the fuckers in belfast who keep asking me about organizing a party in belfast, the simple truth is, that belfast is impossible to set something like this up in.
Too many queens = Bad Attitude.
I get loads of queens on Gaydar messaging me, they annoy the fuck out of me, especially in the week leading up to the party.
I had advertised that I was going to a bb party, and naturally, they all said
'where and when? - Can I go'
As soon as I said its in Nottingham, they didnt wana travel, and some of them actually came of with
'K, Is everyone Clean?'
Out of annoyance, I usually respond with
- ' Aye, we do a thorough blood panel on them before we allow admittance', or I say ' Aye, they bathe regularly'. Some complete naive queens on gaydar. They want to do bareback, but are naive enough to ask someone for other peoples status.
This is like saying - If I say that they are neg, then they will believe me.
1. I am not gonna out someones status.
2. Its not my place to know other peoples status.
3. I'd rather assume anyone who barebacks is poz, that way its no surprise when and if something infects me.
Anyhow... its cause of those people who love bareback, but have always on their profile, that we will NEVER have bareback parties in n.ireland. Fuckin cowards, they want it, but they are nancy pancy about it, and are totally untrustworthy. - as the time waster I was meant to be travelling with had just demonstrated.
Anyhow... back to the party.
I got fucked a few times while on the ketamine - I didnt notice any noticable effects, some people say that ket helps you take stuff in ur ass, eg - loosens it.
But that was no change for me, since i can take cock till the cows come home, as long as I never cum.
I walked around for a while, and found a fisting session or 2 going on in the middle bedroom. American dude was on Ket, and was getting fisted by Mr H. Was all very well and good, eventually though, they swapped positions, and Mr H started getting fisted. The problem though appeared after Mr H took the fist on the second insertion, I saw some streaks of pink, and knew right away he was bleeding, then American dude went back in - from his own perspective, he prob didnt see the blood, as it was on his hands underside, but after the 3rd insertion, he saw the blood, was bright red, and large quantities of his blood all over his hand. I admit, I was turned on at the fisting, but I knew I didnt wana take any fists at the party. As
1. It would make my ass sore, and less fuckable.
2. It increases my risk of becoming poz - arguably a good thing - depends on ur point of view. If I wanted to just convert, I coulda just grabbed Mr H's blood, and shoved large quantities of it up my hole and rip my ass open too, but instead, I just want bareback cum filled sex.
Anyhow, among fisting, I also saw stomping going on. I dont know if that the correct term for it, but its basically, where someone lies on the ground, and then someone puts their entire weight on a single part of someones body. It looked painful, this guy was on the floor of the room, and a guy was standing over them, with both hands placed firmly below the back of his neck, and then the guy more a less put all his weight into that area, and the guy gave out a loud cry. I coulda sworn I heard something crack..... No.. im not tryin that.
Its about 3am, and I need to get some sleep, all the beds are in use, guys fucking, guys sleeping etc.
Theres about 13 or so guys left, who are sleeping over I think.
5-6 of them were upstairs on 3rd floor in sling room, on that bed. And 3 on the bed on second floor.
The rest downstairs in kitchen smoking weed etc.
I realised that the only room with a bed that was free was the one which was being used as a cloak room. - Bags etc in it.
Anyhow... i climbed into that bed, and tried snoozing, got some rest etc, Until some of the 3 Bears came in and out looking for underwear in their bags.
About 4 times they came in and out of the room, and thats all very well and good etc.
Until one of the bears - daddy bear I suppose, came in, and asked me to get out of the bed, so him and his mommy bear and baby bear could use the bed to sleep in. He tried fogging me off with a lie that there was room in the bed upstairs, which I know to be a lie, since I heard that there was so little room, that someone actually slept under the bed upstairs.
I didnt believe him for a moment, so I never even checked that bed to be honest, I heard about it the next day from Mr H on the way to the airport.
Instead of going to that bedroom, I went downstairs, and got dressed, and curled up under my coat on the sofa. It warmed me up quite fast, and I was relativly comfy.
Next morning, Mr H came in, and started chatting to me, he said he was freezing, so I told him to climb on top of me, and curl up with me, to warm up.
This was quite nice, however... the weird guy, with the veins etc all over himself, came downstairs, and was... as per usual, hard.
He said in his english accent
"Is that H______ on top of you??"
Lol
He saw H's ass exposed
Anyhow - he climbed on, and entered Mr H, and started fucking him from behind, as he lay ontop of me.
Mr H was bit annoyed apparently, he didnt get any sleep all night, because that guy had been hard the whole night, wanting to fuck over and over.
Mr H got up, and walked away, he didnt wana get fucked by this guy....
The guy was left there, with me, and he seized his chance - he saw I was hard through my jeans - by the way, its about 8-9am now.
He undid my jeans, and I took my top off, and he fucked me over the chair in the living room - which was marked as a no-play area. Lol, Naughty us.
Hes bit weird, when hes fucking, he talks to himself, but nothing that makes sense, he told me that I should just ignore him.
He was fucking me in some weird positions, he had his legs wrapped around me, but resting on the seat, resulting in him being able to fuck me very deep.
He fucked me in that position, from behind, for about 10 minutes, and he came.
I hope he came, cause if he didnt, he acted the part.
He kept his cock inside me, and he did that bump and grind sorta thing, where u grind ur pelvis into someones ass and drain the cum into someones ass.
He didnt go soft, as you might expect, instead, he kept it hard, kept it in my ass, and then started fucking again.
I was in heaven, taking his poz cock, and by the looks of his body, I'd guess he had a high viral load. Just a guess though - no proper evidence, just the state of his body that made me think this.
I was pinned down against the chair, and my neck was pressing against its top, too much pressure, resulted in me not being able to breath for moments. But I was horned up the fuck.
I wanted to tell him I was neg, to tell him to give me his poz cum, but fear took control of me, and the most I could say was
"Breed me!!, give me that load!!"
He fucked me, and gave out a loud cry, and he came again. I loved it.
Anyhow.... I got dressed again, and eventually, It was 10am, and time for me to hit the road with Mr H.
Gave Mr F a good bye kiss, and left.
Got dropped off at the airport by Mr H, and proceeded through security ,and went to the toilets, I checked my ass, and found that it had a few loads in it, smelt like cum, tasted like cum, and looked like cum. I was well happy.
I went to burger king, got some food, and then waited for an hour for my flight.
Boarded, took off, and was home within 50 minutes, I got home, and slept from 1pm, to about 7pm, got food at 9pm, watched some Die Hard on Channel 4, and then began writing this blog post in notepad. Im now finishing it, around 1am. Lol
Anyhow...
My next aim is to visit some of the leather bars in london - apparently 'The Fort' in london is good,
apparently they have a boots only night, and on good nights, you can end up walking about with cum running down the inside of your leg.
I wana feel that cum inside me, running down me.
So... am I poz? I doubt it - I took less loads this time than I did in august, and I never converted after Augusts party, but saying that, its all about luck I suppose. For all I know, the weird guy might be high viral load, and he might have knocked me up, or the Ketamine might have lowered my resistance in some way... who knows.
I will get tested in the new year, in the mean time, I will take all cummers, and all loads.
Anyhow... thanks for reading.
Anyhow...
I got ready yesterday at about 4pm, got shower, bath, douche... ya know the drill, I had advised my mates who were also going, that they should try to get as clean as possible b4 the party, as there is ALWAYS a queue for the douche'. Lol
Anyhow, Im all ready, and its about 5pm, I text one of the guys who was going with me - the one I fancie the pants off. Asked him if he wanted to come round to mine, and we could leave for the airport together. He replied, and said he was ill, and couldnt make it..... Shit one...
Anyhow... I wouldnt hold that against him , I do like him.
One more guy was going with me - Michael - I tried texting him, no reply, tried phoning him, voice mail, and then actual hanging up, or directing me to voice mail...
I dont know what was going on, but we had planned this trip to the bb party for like 2-3 weeks, and all of a sudden, Michael was being total time waster. At least the other guy was genuine enough to make an excuse, and explain.
Anyhow... I ended up going to the airport on my own, passed through security, blah blah blah...
Was on my flight at 6.45, and we flight left kinda early. About 35 minutes ahead of schedule - translates to me arriving early.
Arrived at East Midlands, and found a building for taxi's at the airport, I asked them for a taxi to Nottingham, Sneinton. I was expecting a price of about 42 quid. I was quite relieved to find it was only 28 quid. And it was paid up front etc.
Anyhow... will skip the long taxi ride, passed some countryside, and passed some coal power stations....interesting....
Arrived in sneinton, and recognised the street, and got to the front door of the party.
Almost like it was fate, the door opened before I even got to the door, one of the hosts - We will call him 'Mr R', was opening the door, and asked me to test the door bell. Lol
I got inside, and there was about 6 guys there drinking, everyone was clothed still.
'Mr F', cracked a few jokes about the last time I was there, when I got the plane to the wrong airport. Lol
I got a drink of vodka coke, and just sat there chatting, and mellowing in their company. Its always ackward at the start of the party.
Anyway, more people arrived, some I recognised from august. At this point, I felt it was time to go get a second douche, to make sure im completely ready to become a cumdump. I walked upstairs, and alas.... the bathroom with the douche was in use... so I formed a queue....starting at me. Lol
Took about 10 minutes for this guy to be finished - yikes..
Anyway, I got in, and it was done fairly quickly, helps when you have no food for the day, and douched earlier.
So... I went downstairs, and noticed there was now about 12 guys in the kitchen, they were all smoking, there was the hint of weed in the air too. So obviously they were getting - loosened up.
Im not a smoker, so the smoke was getting to me, so I went upstairs and stood in the landing, noticed there was a few guys in similar boat, the smoke was getting to them too. One of the guys who arrived, went and got stripped off, he was leading the way so to speak. After he got stripped off, he went downstairs and into the kitchen, he came straight back up though, think he was either too cold down there, or felt out of place. Shit one.
Anyhow, more guys arrived, gonna call these ones the '3 bears' - skinheads, trimmed beards etc. They all proceeded to get into leather boots. Some people are into that I guess.
They were wearing jock straps too, which is kinda a turn on for me, love watching treasure island videos of guys getting fucked and creampied with jock straps on.
I waited till they were done getting dressed/undressed, and then I proceeded to get stripped off too.
Part of me was bit self-conscious, The past 2 days, I had 2 pimples on my ass cheek - which kinda turned into scabby things. How annoyings that, but unavoidable. Hoping they will clear up during the week, but anyway..
Im stark bollock naked, upstairs, I walk downstairs, and get myself another vodka coke, the vodka wasnt the nicest, so I tended to down the drink in one, to get drunk, but avoid the taste.
I was beinging to get quite losened up, so I went upstairs and got myself to the top floor, where the sling is. There was about 6 guys in this room at the time, 2 guys watching, 2 guys playing, and myself and another guy.
The other guy, was in his late 40's probably, and he gestured me to the free space on the bed, he lubed up his cock, and shoved it in my hole.
His cock was quite large, and fat, it filled my hole, thats for sure. He enjoyed pumping my hole, he did it for a very long time, and then pulled out, he then made me roll over, and he straddled himself onto my cock,
at this point in time, he was facing me, with his cock infront of me, and his ass going down on my cock, I proceeded to pump his ass for about 5-8 minutes, the whole time through this, I Noticed the pre-cum spewing from his cock, and imagined that all inside my ass. All that poz precum, which was almost enough in volume, to be a small load in itself.
Im not much of a top, so I asked him to fuck me again, and this time to dump his load in my ass.
He fucked me again, the position was me face down on the bed, and him on top, I was across the bed, width wise, my upper body was hanging over the side of the bed, and he was fucking me. I dont think he came in me though. He stopped, and said he wanted a rest.
I looked at the room, and saw there was about 8 others in the room, 3-4 of them standing at door way.
One of the guys, a regular I remember from August, - lets call him 'Batman' for the Batman t-shirt he had on. (he was naked on his bottom half)- I dont like to speculate on peoples race, he had an english accent, but dark skin, so probably a little eastern descent in there, but thats ok, he was a great fella.
I walked over to the door, and watched along with them, as others got fucked.
No one had hopped into the sling yet, so I said out loud, and kinda suggestively, "No ones using the sling yet?"
Batman joked - 'Aww, ok, you hop into it'
Exactly what I was hoping for.
I hopped in, and Batman showed me his assets - his cock was very large, must be about 9 inches, and it curved in a weird way at the top, sorta to the left, or his right I suppose.
My ass was well lubed, with ass juices from the previous fuck, the remnants of lube, and a large amount of pre-cum from the dude who I was just with.
Batman proceeded to enter me as I lay on the sling, he slammed in and out of me a few times, mostly going slowly, but everytime he went fast and furious, I would grab the metal chains of the sling, to shut them up.
I kinda knew that he wasnt gonna cum, he was being conservative, as everyone else was.
After fucking me for about 8 minutes, he noticed a tall dude, who was quite fanci-able in my own opinion, I was kinda thinking to myself, that he was gonna go off me, and play with him instead, however, much to my pleasure, Batman gestured towards my ass, spread my cheeks, and smiled to the other dude.
The other dude took Batmans place, and proceeded to fuck me for about 10 minutes, I dont think he came either, again with the conserving....
I was about to get out of the sling, when I was quickly pushed back onto it, by this weird dude. .
I dont mean to be insulting, but I dont know his name, so I will describe him.
He must be early 40's or so, but had a goatie beard, im not one for facial hair to be honest, but suppose, as long as he fucked me, and kept the hair from me... I wouldnt complain.
He was skinny, and had large freckle type spots on his chest and tummy, his tummy sorta looked like it was affected by his meds, heard some people describe that sort of effect as a crux belly or something. It just looks like fat skin, on a skinny guy. Weird. - We will call him Mr Weird for the remainer of the story.
Anyway, he was fucking me, and he was enjoying it,
Im guessing hes a top primarily, as I cant remember seeing him ever getting fucked. He was covered in sweat, which was dripping off him onto me, and his body was all pink from exertion. His face convulsed, and the veins in his body was visible on every part of his body, in his head, in his neck, his arms and legs etc.
He squished his head up into a strange face, and let out gasps of pleasure, Im guessing this is his 'im cumming' face.
In my own opinion, this may or may not have been a fake orgasm. But who cares - my ass is getting the fun it demands.
At this point in time, Im bit bored, so I hop out of the sling, and head downstairs and get another vodka coke.... same nasty vodka, so down the vodka as fast as possible.
Theres about 20 guys in the house now, and I hear the doorbell going off, In comes Mr R (new guy), and his Partner Mr C.
Mr R and I had fucked few times at last party, and we had chatted on gaydar. He knows about my neg status, and he didnt seem judgemental about me being a neg guy who likes playing with poz guys. In reality, I think hes a dead on guy, whos quite the catch - lucky Mr C. Lol
Anyhow, he was still clothed, so I walked past him, and said Hi to him, and thought that I should let him and his partner get warmed up or drunk or something.
I went upstairs again, and found myself being fucked by someone else, this guy gave me a lift to the airport the next morning, will call him 'Mr H'.
He fucked me quite alot, and it was fucking class, while I know he didnt cum in me, it was certainly a good fuck. He wanted a rest, and we chatted for a while. We chatted about all sorts of things, eventually, a group of us gathered, and we all started chatting.
6 of us, all chatting, having a break from fucking. Everyone started chatting about their meds, and of course, im kinda the outcast, Im still pretending to be poz at this party, but alas, I dont know all the med talk. Lol. They even swapped cd4 counts etc.
I tried to chime in with the conversation, but felt like a numpty. Lol
Anyway, Mr F (One of the hosts) came upstairs, and then the fun followed them, the 3 bears came upstairs too, and they proceeded fucking eachother.
I dont mean to be rude or anything, but I found 2 of these 3 bears on gaydar, and they are a couple, and they dont like to play with anyone who doesnt have shaved head or bald, which raises the question of whether a bb party is the sorta thing that they would be open to??
The whole time I was there, I dont recall the 3 bears fucking anyone other than eachother.
Anyhow....
4-5 of us are on the bed, relaxing, when I see a guy who looks like a White haired version of Mr H, in the sling, and the guy whos about to fuck him, has lots of tattoo's, and lots of piercings.
Piercings were mostly on his cock, a pierced head, and lots of piercings all the way down his shaft, and down to the peri-anal area. Mr H's look-a-like took a fucking from this guy, but I dont think it lasted all that long, and doubt even more that he got any cum from it.
I decided I wanted to go look for more fuck fun, so I went downstairs, and bumped into Mr R, he whispered into my ear
'I have Ketamine' - I was so up for trying this for the first time.
I told him that I had taken Vodka b4 hand, would that be safe??
Ah.. No...
So, I assumed we shouldnt try this, so I returned to fuck hunting.
I went back to Sling Room, and I believe I got back into the sling and proceeded to get fucked again by Batman, and his tall mate. The amazing thing is, that I didnt need lube for any of this, I was still well opened up from the first fucks of the night.
As before, I cant be sure of if these guys came or not....heres hoping...
Oh... I Almost forgot...
When Batman arrived, he was in tow with a guy from York, and Im guessing they had been talking about me from my blog.
York guy must have asked batman if anyone from belfast was here, then batman pulled me asside, and said
"Your from belfast arent you?"
I smiled, yeah..
"You have a blog?"
I started laughing. Yeah....
Turns out York guy had read it, he might be one of the followers of this blog, who knows.
Anyhow.. . .
I only discovered this in the early hours of the morning, but I saw his e-mail to me, via my iphone, that he had sent to me via bugshare, he was from york, and he was also a neg btm, looking for poz spunk.
So.. thats 2 neg guys at least at the party.
Ok, its about 1am now, and I've been fucked alot, done alot of walking about, and done alot of wandering around aimlessly.
Mr R pulled me again, and pulled me into the toilets, and proceeded to take out a glass ampule of something, its ketamine.
I had assumed Ketamine was a liquid or something to take in a drink or something, but alas... it was a powder.
He explained that I just need to sniff it, so I tried sniffing it, I was kinda worried that it might react with the vodka from earlier in the night. But it was few hours before hand so.... might be ok.
I sniffed the stuff, and didnt notice anything really. Although saying that.... in retrospect... my memory is kinda hazy from this point on.
I remember being fucked by someone, and at one point in time, I remember my vision going red for few minutes. Weird...
I was then walking around, and Mr R asked if its ok, working etc?
I said that I dont feel anything yet.
At that moment, I swallowed, and felt this clump of something at back of my throat, felt like a bad tasting snot. Eww.
As it went down my throat, I felt my throat going numb, which is kinda understandable, since it is a tranquillizer, well... for horses anyway.
Well, thats great if I wana be forcefully deepthroated, I did notice some minor effects on parts of my body.
My left ear was sorta numb, and my finger tips were bit tingly, like pins and needles, but less extreme.
Anyway... its going on for 2am, and Got into a chat with Mr F and Mr R (the host Mr R), they were discussing the routine of the parties, about how when 50 people say they will turn up, that it usually translates to about 30, and by their count, they had about 27 guys at this party, so they were pretty on target.
At this point in time, I felt even more annoyed that I was abandoned by the guys from Belfast.
Not to mention all the fuckers in belfast who keep asking me about organizing a party in belfast, the simple truth is, that belfast is impossible to set something like this up in.
Too many queens = Bad Attitude.
I get loads of queens on Gaydar messaging me, they annoy the fuck out of me, especially in the week leading up to the party.
I had advertised that I was going to a bb party, and naturally, they all said
'where and when? - Can I go'
As soon as I said its in Nottingham, they didnt wana travel, and some of them actually came of with
'K, Is everyone Clean?'
Out of annoyance, I usually respond with
- ' Aye, we do a thorough blood panel on them before we allow admittance', or I say ' Aye, they bathe regularly'. Some complete naive queens on gaydar. They want to do bareback, but are naive enough to ask someone for other peoples status.
This is like saying - If I say that they are neg, then they will believe me.
1. I am not gonna out someones status.
2. Its not my place to know other peoples status.
3. I'd rather assume anyone who barebacks is poz, that way its no surprise when and if something infects me.
Anyhow... its cause of those people who love bareback, but have always on their profile, that we will NEVER have bareback parties in n.ireland. Fuckin cowards, they want it, but they are nancy pancy about it, and are totally untrustworthy. - as the time waster I was meant to be travelling with had just demonstrated.
Anyhow... back to the party.
I got fucked a few times while on the ketamine - I didnt notice any noticable effects, some people say that ket helps you take stuff in ur ass, eg - loosens it.
But that was no change for me, since i can take cock till the cows come home, as long as I never cum.
I walked around for a while, and found a fisting session or 2 going on in the middle bedroom. American dude was on Ket, and was getting fisted by Mr H. Was all very well and good, eventually though, they swapped positions, and Mr H started getting fisted. The problem though appeared after Mr H took the fist on the second insertion, I saw some streaks of pink, and knew right away he was bleeding, then American dude went back in - from his own perspective, he prob didnt see the blood, as it was on his hands underside, but after the 3rd insertion, he saw the blood, was bright red, and large quantities of his blood all over his hand. I admit, I was turned on at the fisting, but I knew I didnt wana take any fists at the party. As
1. It would make my ass sore, and less fuckable.
2. It increases my risk of becoming poz - arguably a good thing - depends on ur point of view. If I wanted to just convert, I coulda just grabbed Mr H's blood, and shoved large quantities of it up my hole and rip my ass open too, but instead, I just want bareback cum filled sex.
Anyhow, among fisting, I also saw stomping going on. I dont know if that the correct term for it, but its basically, where someone lies on the ground, and then someone puts their entire weight on a single part of someones body. It looked painful, this guy was on the floor of the room, and a guy was standing over them, with both hands placed firmly below the back of his neck, and then the guy more a less put all his weight into that area, and the guy gave out a loud cry. I coulda sworn I heard something crack..... No.. im not tryin that.
Its about 3am, and I need to get some sleep, all the beds are in use, guys fucking, guys sleeping etc.
Theres about 13 or so guys left, who are sleeping over I think.
5-6 of them were upstairs on 3rd floor in sling room, on that bed. And 3 on the bed on second floor.
The rest downstairs in kitchen smoking weed etc.
I realised that the only room with a bed that was free was the one which was being used as a cloak room. - Bags etc in it.
Anyhow... i climbed into that bed, and tried snoozing, got some rest etc, Until some of the 3 Bears came in and out looking for underwear in their bags.
About 4 times they came in and out of the room, and thats all very well and good etc.
Until one of the bears - daddy bear I suppose, came in, and asked me to get out of the bed, so him and his mommy bear and baby bear could use the bed to sleep in. He tried fogging me off with a lie that there was room in the bed upstairs, which I know to be a lie, since I heard that there was so little room, that someone actually slept under the bed upstairs.
I didnt believe him for a moment, so I never even checked that bed to be honest, I heard about it the next day from Mr H on the way to the airport.
Instead of going to that bedroom, I went downstairs, and got dressed, and curled up under my coat on the sofa. It warmed me up quite fast, and I was relativly comfy.
Next morning, Mr H came in, and started chatting to me, he said he was freezing, so I told him to climb on top of me, and curl up with me, to warm up.
This was quite nice, however... the weird guy, with the veins etc all over himself, came downstairs, and was... as per usual, hard.
He said in his english accent
"Is that H______ on top of you??"
Lol
He saw H's ass exposed
Anyhow - he climbed on, and entered Mr H, and started fucking him from behind, as he lay ontop of me.
Mr H was bit annoyed apparently, he didnt get any sleep all night, because that guy had been hard the whole night, wanting to fuck over and over.
Mr H got up, and walked away, he didnt wana get fucked by this guy....
The guy was left there, with me, and he seized his chance - he saw I was hard through my jeans - by the way, its about 8-9am now.
He undid my jeans, and I took my top off, and he fucked me over the chair in the living room - which was marked as a no-play area. Lol, Naughty us.
Hes bit weird, when hes fucking, he talks to himself, but nothing that makes sense, he told me that I should just ignore him.
He was fucking me in some weird positions, he had his legs wrapped around me, but resting on the seat, resulting in him being able to fuck me very deep.
He fucked me in that position, from behind, for about 10 minutes, and he came.
I hope he came, cause if he didnt, he acted the part.
He kept his cock inside me, and he did that bump and grind sorta thing, where u grind ur pelvis into someones ass and drain the cum into someones ass.
He didnt go soft, as you might expect, instead, he kept it hard, kept it in my ass, and then started fucking again.
I was in heaven, taking his poz cock, and by the looks of his body, I'd guess he had a high viral load. Just a guess though - no proper evidence, just the state of his body that made me think this.
I was pinned down against the chair, and my neck was pressing against its top, too much pressure, resulted in me not being able to breath for moments. But I was horned up the fuck.
I wanted to tell him I was neg, to tell him to give me his poz cum, but fear took control of me, and the most I could say was
"Breed me!!, give me that load!!"
He fucked me, and gave out a loud cry, and he came again. I loved it.
Anyhow.... I got dressed again, and eventually, It was 10am, and time for me to hit the road with Mr H.
Gave Mr F a good bye kiss, and left.
Got dropped off at the airport by Mr H, and proceeded through security ,and went to the toilets, I checked my ass, and found that it had a few loads in it, smelt like cum, tasted like cum, and looked like cum. I was well happy.
I went to burger king, got some food, and then waited for an hour for my flight.
Boarded, took off, and was home within 50 minutes, I got home, and slept from 1pm, to about 7pm, got food at 9pm, watched some Die Hard on Channel 4, and then began writing this blog post in notepad. Im now finishing it, around 1am. Lol
Anyhow...
My next aim is to visit some of the leather bars in london - apparently 'The Fort' in london is good,
apparently they have a boots only night, and on good nights, you can end up walking about with cum running down the inside of your leg.
I wana feel that cum inside me, running down me.
So... am I poz? I doubt it - I took less loads this time than I did in august, and I never converted after Augusts party, but saying that, its all about luck I suppose. For all I know, the weird guy might be high viral load, and he might have knocked me up, or the Ketamine might have lowered my resistance in some way... who knows.
I will get tested in the new year, in the mean time, I will take all cummers, and all loads.
Anyhow... thanks for reading.
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Friday, 6 November 2009
Test Results Explained and a BB Fuck the day b4
k, Well, been a while, but I got more cum in my ass.
T'was Wednesday Night, and as you know, I am going on Saturday night, to the Bareback Party in Nottingham. Anyhow, I am bringing 2 friends, who are likely poz, one of which I think is beautiful as fuck, and so wana be his boi. Lol
Anyhow. . . We decided to have a drink on wednesday nite, to get to know eachother, suffice to say, we had a few drinks, I am still feeling the hang over head ache to be honest.
I got home at about midnight, and since im in my new house, I dont have internet access until tuesday, so the only access to the internet I have, is through my iPhone. So.... I get home from Dubarries, and find I have a rather large desire to get cum in my ass that night. So... I hit Gaydar Chat, and asked, just once...
"BB Btm for Hung BB Top - East Belfast - Can accom"
Within 10 seconds, I had 3 chat windows opening.
1. - 19 year old - meh - not my type
2. 36 Year old - no face pic.... maybe
3. 59 year old - face pic... not the nicest looking.
All of them had average cock sizes to my disdain, but I decided to go with number 2 - I told him I wanted bareback fuck, and wanted a load up my hole.
He was happy to comply.
Gave him directions, and he tried to find his way to the house... in the mean time, im in my boxers, in my bed, totally out of it, cause im kinda drunk.
I see a text message on my phone - "Im here"
I run downstairs, its like 1 am now, and I let him in, we head straight upstairs, and I take my boxers off.
I think he was taken back a little by my forwardness, he was fully clothed, and I was already naked. I proceeded to feel for his cock, and once it was visible, I latched my lips around it, and proceeded to get it hard with a little oral.
Once he was hard, I stumbled back towards the bed, and he asked for lube.
I had some lube with me - Its special stuff called 'Boy Butter' - I only discovered it when clearing my room out for the house move, it came with my butt plug. Its desensitizing apparently. Takes the fussy out of bottom - or so it says on the tin.
I gave him some of this stuff, but im guessing he didnt like it, cause he proceeded to get his own stuff, an oil based lube, out of his bag, and used it.
He slid in fairly easilly, and proceeded to ride my ass for about 8 minutes, Not the longest fuck ever.
He did talk dirty, which was fun, he said things like
"Taking my raw cock up ya!!"
"Your gonna get my load up ya!!"
and stuff like that.
He then said he was close to cumming,
thats usually my cue to start working the ass muscles, so I can milk every bit of cum out of his cock.
He let out some loud gasps, and his pace grinded to a halt - he came.
Now... I usually like it when the top is on top of me, pinning me down, cause it just feels like hes breeding me, or making me his property.
This guy wasnt really into that, he had me bent over the bed sorta, standing....
And instead of grinding his body into my ass, after cumming, and letting each drop of cum run out, he kept his cock in place for about 30 seconds, then pulled out. Completely a no no.
Well.... wasnt the most satisfying fuck... he asked to use the bathroom, to wash the lube of his hands.
Then he left.
Anyhow.... I then had my appointment at the GUM Clinic the day after (yesterday being honest)
I was down to get re-tested for the Clap (which should be cured)
and to get my bloods done again - since I had sexual partners within 6 weeks of the previous tests ....... Obviously I didnt let on that I had sexual partners within 6 weeks of this test... infact... the doctor - blonde young doctoer girl... she never asked.
Anyhow...She did the swab tests - these take about 3-4 weeks for the results, cause swine flu has got the labs busy.
And then I got bloods taken to test for
1. HIV
2. Syphilis
3. HEP B & C
I got more information regarding my HEP C self curing thing.
Apparently, when someone tests positive for accute Hep C, they monitor the person for 6 months to see if they clear it themselves - I cleared it before it was detected, so no monitoring was required of me.
The virus was not detected in my blood, just the antibody for the virus, there are 2 tests done you see.
The PRC test, tests for the virus DNA ,or the protein of the virus - I tested negative for this, cause the virus is dead.
The Antibody test, tests for the antibody, which your body creates when fighting off the infection. - I tested positive for this.
Now.. this is the bit that is interesting.
Apparently, the Antibody test works on a sorta scale, I dont know if its percentage based or not, but she said that values of
0 - 0.8 - can usually be put down to equipment failures, or test results being bad etc.
My first test result which tested positive for the antibody, actually came from May 2008 - I had an antibody result of 1.2 (it was not mentioned, because it was nearly neglible)
Anyhow, over the months, and a year later, my Antibody level is now 6, which doesnt mean anything bad, just means the antibodys are reproducing in my body, its something your immune system does when it has combatted a virus, and wants to help keep you safe from it in the future.
Now.. the big question: Am I immune to it.
She said No.
She said that I have had it, and fought it off, but thats not to say that you cant catch it again in the future, and in future circumstances not be able to fight it off.
Obviously, everyones immune system is slightly different, at the time of my original infection, I must have been in tip top condition, and the virus got its viral ass kicked as soon as it got inside me.
Thats not to say I wont be able to clear it again, I might be able to, or I might not be able to...
Anyhow... another big question is where I got it from.
I dont think I can remember every fuck from back that time of year, but if the first test to test positive for HEP C was in may 2008, then that would suggest I may have caught it from my time in America - Steamworks Sauna (Chicago).
That was in October 2007 I believe, and after I came back, I got diagnosed with Syphilis, which made me do my 1 and 3 quarter year abstinance - So... America was probably the last time I coulda picked it up.
It probably tested positive during one of the regular test check ups I had to do over the course of the year after having the Syph.
Like I said - they didnt tell me about it, cause it wasnt a 'positive' for having HEP C, it was just Positive for having 'once' had it.
The time frame sorta supports this too.
If the antibody levels have gone from 1.2 to 6 over the course of a year and half, I would surmise that 7 months before May 2008, may be the time of original infection.
Anyway - hope ya all took that in.
I will blog more, once I get back from the bb party on Saturday. - Internet gets installed on Tuesday.
T'was Wednesday Night, and as you know, I am going on Saturday night, to the Bareback Party in Nottingham. Anyhow, I am bringing 2 friends, who are likely poz, one of which I think is beautiful as fuck, and so wana be his boi. Lol
Anyhow. . . We decided to have a drink on wednesday nite, to get to know eachother, suffice to say, we had a few drinks, I am still feeling the hang over head ache to be honest.
I got home at about midnight, and since im in my new house, I dont have internet access until tuesday, so the only access to the internet I have, is through my iPhone. So.... I get home from Dubarries, and find I have a rather large desire to get cum in my ass that night. So... I hit Gaydar Chat, and asked, just once...
"BB Btm for Hung BB Top - East Belfast - Can accom"
Within 10 seconds, I had 3 chat windows opening.
1. - 19 year old - meh - not my type
2. 36 Year old - no face pic.... maybe
3. 59 year old - face pic... not the nicest looking.
All of them had average cock sizes to my disdain, but I decided to go with number 2 - I told him I wanted bareback fuck, and wanted a load up my hole.
He was happy to comply.
Gave him directions, and he tried to find his way to the house... in the mean time, im in my boxers, in my bed, totally out of it, cause im kinda drunk.
I see a text message on my phone - "Im here"
I run downstairs, its like 1 am now, and I let him in, we head straight upstairs, and I take my boxers off.
I think he was taken back a little by my forwardness, he was fully clothed, and I was already naked. I proceeded to feel for his cock, and once it was visible, I latched my lips around it, and proceeded to get it hard with a little oral.
Once he was hard, I stumbled back towards the bed, and he asked for lube.
I had some lube with me - Its special stuff called 'Boy Butter' - I only discovered it when clearing my room out for the house move, it came with my butt plug. Its desensitizing apparently. Takes the fussy out of bottom - or so it says on the tin.
I gave him some of this stuff, but im guessing he didnt like it, cause he proceeded to get his own stuff, an oil based lube, out of his bag, and used it.
He slid in fairly easilly, and proceeded to ride my ass for about 8 minutes, Not the longest fuck ever.
He did talk dirty, which was fun, he said things like
"Taking my raw cock up ya!!"
"Your gonna get my load up ya!!"
and stuff like that.
He then said he was close to cumming,
thats usually my cue to start working the ass muscles, so I can milk every bit of cum out of his cock.
He let out some loud gasps, and his pace grinded to a halt - he came.
Now... I usually like it when the top is on top of me, pinning me down, cause it just feels like hes breeding me, or making me his property.
This guy wasnt really into that, he had me bent over the bed sorta, standing....
And instead of grinding his body into my ass, after cumming, and letting each drop of cum run out, he kept his cock in place for about 30 seconds, then pulled out. Completely a no no.
Well.... wasnt the most satisfying fuck... he asked to use the bathroom, to wash the lube of his hands.
Then he left.
Anyhow.... I then had my appointment at the GUM Clinic the day after (yesterday being honest)
I was down to get re-tested for the Clap (which should be cured)
and to get my bloods done again - since I had sexual partners within 6 weeks of the previous tests ....... Obviously I didnt let on that I had sexual partners within 6 weeks of this test... infact... the doctor - blonde young doctoer girl... she never asked.
Anyhow...She did the swab tests - these take about 3-4 weeks for the results, cause swine flu has got the labs busy.
And then I got bloods taken to test for
1. HIV
2. Syphilis
3. HEP B & C
I got more information regarding my HEP C self curing thing.
Apparently, when someone tests positive for accute Hep C, they monitor the person for 6 months to see if they clear it themselves - I cleared it before it was detected, so no monitoring was required of me.
The virus was not detected in my blood, just the antibody for the virus, there are 2 tests done you see.
The PRC test, tests for the virus DNA ,or the protein of the virus - I tested negative for this, cause the virus is dead.
The Antibody test, tests for the antibody, which your body creates when fighting off the infection. - I tested positive for this.
Now.. this is the bit that is interesting.
Apparently, the Antibody test works on a sorta scale, I dont know if its percentage based or not, but she said that values of
0 - 0.8 - can usually be put down to equipment failures, or test results being bad etc.
My first test result which tested positive for the antibody, actually came from May 2008 - I had an antibody result of 1.2 (it was not mentioned, because it was nearly neglible)
Anyhow, over the months, and a year later, my Antibody level is now 6, which doesnt mean anything bad, just means the antibodys are reproducing in my body, its something your immune system does when it has combatted a virus, and wants to help keep you safe from it in the future.
Now.. the big question: Am I immune to it.
She said No.
She said that I have had it, and fought it off, but thats not to say that you cant catch it again in the future, and in future circumstances not be able to fight it off.
Obviously, everyones immune system is slightly different, at the time of my original infection, I must have been in tip top condition, and the virus got its viral ass kicked as soon as it got inside me.
Thats not to say I wont be able to clear it again, I might be able to, or I might not be able to...
Anyhow... another big question is where I got it from.
I dont think I can remember every fuck from back that time of year, but if the first test to test positive for HEP C was in may 2008, then that would suggest I may have caught it from my time in America - Steamworks Sauna (Chicago).
That was in October 2007 I believe, and after I came back, I got diagnosed with Syphilis, which made me do my 1 and 3 quarter year abstinance - So... America was probably the last time I coulda picked it up.
It probably tested positive during one of the regular test check ups I had to do over the course of the year after having the Syph.
Like I said - they didnt tell me about it, cause it wasnt a 'positive' for having HEP C, it was just Positive for having 'once' had it.
The time frame sorta supports this too.
If the antibody levels have gone from 1.2 to 6 over the course of a year and half, I would surmise that 7 months before May 2008, may be the time of original infection.
Anyway - hope ya all took that in.
I will blog more, once I get back from the bb party on Saturday. - Internet gets installed on Tuesday.
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Wednesday, 28 October 2009
More guys from Belfast to the BB Party
Well, not long till the BB Party in Nottingham - its more a less the first week of November I will be going over. And... as it turns out, I've lead a revolution. I've had 2 guys confirm that they want to go with me, from Belfast, to the BB Party in Nottingham. They know its a BB party, where there will be poz guys. So.. they are fully informed of the risks etc and all that shit. Like me, they are just concerned about getting BIG Loads of cum up their ass. 1 of the guys is Poz, and Its possible the other one is Poz too, not sure, not bothered either - hes quite the hotty too. Would take his load either way.
Our Flight Leaves City Airport at 7pm - Assuming there are no delays, and we land at about 8pm, get to the party at about 9pm by latest, and then BB Fucking non-stop till the morning. Return flight is at 12pm the next day or around that time.
Everyone is probably thinking - Paying to go get BB Fucks?? Thats bit out of the way like...
Well.. at 22 Quid for a return flight, there is no reason not to get a flight to the BB Party. RyanAir - thank you.
Our Flight Leaves City Airport at 7pm - Assuming there are no delays, and we land at about 8pm, get to the party at about 9pm by latest, and then BB Fucking non-stop till the morning. Return flight is at 12pm the next day or around that time.
Everyone is probably thinking - Paying to go get BB Fucks?? Thats bit out of the way like...
Well.. at 22 Quid for a return flight, there is no reason not to get a flight to the BB Party. RyanAir - thank you.
Saturday, 24 October 2009
Friday and Saturday - Double Loaded
Ok, long time since I got a load up me, so I have made up for lost time.
I have been chatting to a guy off gaydar for few years, he is in his 40's, and when I was 18, I kinda felt he was too old for me.
Now, myself being 23 now, I dont feel hes too old for me, infact, I think hes quite ruggedly handsome. He has messaged me loads of times, saying how he thinks im cute, how im gorgeous etc.
I used to just shrug it off, but lately, past week, I just gave in, and said I will meet him. Well.... Im kinda skint at the minute, so I had to get him to pay my taxi fare. South Belfast - Glengormly = £14 - Not bad.
Anyhow he wasnt just after a fuck, he was doing the whole romantic thing, got me some Vodka Coke etc, and we watched some tv. He mentioned some of his interests, talked about some people we know in common - one being my mental ex. But we wont go into any of that.
Oh ... btw - EastEnders - Heather Trotts Baby's father is Darren - yeah, watched it at Shag Number 1's house.
Anywhoo....
We drank, talked, and then went upstairs, under the pretence of him showing me his leather and toys etc.
He showed me his leather straps etc, u know the ones which strap round your chest etc.
Never seen them in person before, but now I have, he showed me how to put them on etc.
He said they worked better when I am naked, - that was our cue.
Clothes came off, and I was wearing nothing but the straps, and he used them to pull me accross the bed, and made me suck his cock. Not the biggest, about 6inches, but beggers cant be choosers.
He made me suck him for a while, he complimented my sucking skills, and gave the usual sounds of approval.
Now, he grabbed my straps at the back, and dragged me down to the edge of the bed, and made it so I was face down on the bed. He started spanking my ass.
Now, one thing about this guy, lets call him John....
John is one of these guys who on gaydar says "Always" for safe sex, but on Squirt.org, he has as one of his interests - "Barebacking"
So.. I was fairly sure I would get a bb fuck from him
After my ass was spanked to pinkiness - is that a word?
He proceeded to get something for lube - he said he was getting lube, but whatever it was, he used it ,and it stung abit.
He began pumping my ass, once again, I was kinda drunk, so the details are kinda fuzzy.
I remember him giving me some big thrusts, which made the sting dissappear.
Eventually, he shot his load.
We did the usual cuddle thing, and then I thought we were gonna go to sleep.
It was only 10pm - he demanded we go back downstairs. Lol
So... we are downstairs, and watching tv.
Kinda getting annoyed, im fairly tired and wana get some sleep. Lol
Anyhow, I go to bed, waiting about 5 minutes for him to follow.
I sorted felt my ass giving me that indicator sign that you need to fart etc, So I thought I would try farting to relieve myself...
Boy... was that the wrong thing to do.
I tried pushing the air out of my ass, but a big explosion of cum came out at the same time, and I was scared I would get it on his white bed sheets. Lol
Quickly had to use my hand to rub it all over my ass, until it dried in.
He entered the room, oblivious to what I had been up to.
We tried sleeping, but me being me, I tried doing the cuddly thing, and stroking thing...
He sorta got bit annoyed in the morning at me, he said I had kept him awake till 3am. Lol - Well... serves him rite for not letting me sleep when I wanted to. Lol
Anyhow... next morning, got a lift home from my sister who I met for signing my Gurantor Form.
I was kinda warey, cause I checked the inside of my jeans, and a big load of cum had leaked out and spilled onto the inside of my jeans.
I was wet and cold as I walked with a cum spillage inside my jeans.
ANYHOW...
I got home, and got onto my laptop, and went onto gaydar again, My pickup line was
"1 load up my ass, who wants to make it 2!!"
I got about 3 chat windows opening up, 1 was too young, 1 was a bottom, and the other was a top guy, who was in his 40s as well.
The 3rd guy seemed ok enough to try.
I explained that I cant accom, and dont drive - he agreed to pick me up, and deliver me home.
We met up, got into his car - which was quite dirty, had bits of cigarettes everywhere, untidy, and the car felt like it was gonna fall apart.
Got to his place, which is at the top of the lisburn road, once again, like french dude, it was studant accomodation type housing.
Town House converted to Appartments.
Anyhow, he put some porn on in his bedroom, on the pc, and we started touching eachother.
We stripped off, and I began sucking him off, he was keen on licking my hole out, he must have liked the taste of Johns 'Several hours old' cum.
He was obsessed with my hole.
He pushed me forward, and flipped me round, and spat on my hole, and pushed his cock in.
I was on my back - a position I have not done in a while. (probably not since the bb party in August).
And he was riding me hard and furious, his voice and breath were good indicators, he was enjoying it, and I could tell he would be cumming soon.
I felt his cum filling my guts, usually I dont, but this occasion I did, It felt like a little bit of cold fluid filling my ass. When I say cold, I mean it was colder than my ass, so It was easier to notice.
I held him against my ass, so i could milk his cock dry,
Part of me wanted to beg him to breed my hole, just on the off chance he would play along, and talk dirty to me.
I never did it though.
Anyhow... I got home, after fuck 2, and am on gaydar now, looking for 3rd load.
I have been chatting to a guy off gaydar for few years, he is in his 40's, and when I was 18, I kinda felt he was too old for me.
Now, myself being 23 now, I dont feel hes too old for me, infact, I think hes quite ruggedly handsome. He has messaged me loads of times, saying how he thinks im cute, how im gorgeous etc.
I used to just shrug it off, but lately, past week, I just gave in, and said I will meet him. Well.... Im kinda skint at the minute, so I had to get him to pay my taxi fare. South Belfast - Glengormly = £14 - Not bad.
Anyhow he wasnt just after a fuck, he was doing the whole romantic thing, got me some Vodka Coke etc, and we watched some tv. He mentioned some of his interests, talked about some people we know in common - one being my mental ex. But we wont go into any of that.
Oh ... btw - EastEnders - Heather Trotts Baby's father is Darren - yeah, watched it at Shag Number 1's house.
Anywhoo....
We drank, talked, and then went upstairs, under the pretence of him showing me his leather and toys etc.
He showed me his leather straps etc, u know the ones which strap round your chest etc.
Never seen them in person before, but now I have, he showed me how to put them on etc.
He said they worked better when I am naked, - that was our cue.
Clothes came off, and I was wearing nothing but the straps, and he used them to pull me accross the bed, and made me suck his cock. Not the biggest, about 6inches, but beggers cant be choosers.
He made me suck him for a while, he complimented my sucking skills, and gave the usual sounds of approval.
Now, he grabbed my straps at the back, and dragged me down to the edge of the bed, and made it so I was face down on the bed. He started spanking my ass.
Now, one thing about this guy, lets call him John....
John is one of these guys who on gaydar says "Always" for safe sex, but on Squirt.org, he has as one of his interests - "Barebacking"
So.. I was fairly sure I would get a bb fuck from him
After my ass was spanked to pinkiness - is that a word?
He proceeded to get something for lube - he said he was getting lube, but whatever it was, he used it ,and it stung abit.
He began pumping my ass, once again, I was kinda drunk, so the details are kinda fuzzy.
I remember him giving me some big thrusts, which made the sting dissappear.
Eventually, he shot his load.
We did the usual cuddle thing, and then I thought we were gonna go to sleep.
It was only 10pm - he demanded we go back downstairs. Lol
So... we are downstairs, and watching tv.
Kinda getting annoyed, im fairly tired and wana get some sleep. Lol
Anyhow, I go to bed, waiting about 5 minutes for him to follow.
I sorted felt my ass giving me that indicator sign that you need to fart etc, So I thought I would try farting to relieve myself...
Boy... was that the wrong thing to do.
I tried pushing the air out of my ass, but a big explosion of cum came out at the same time, and I was scared I would get it on his white bed sheets. Lol
Quickly had to use my hand to rub it all over my ass, until it dried in.
He entered the room, oblivious to what I had been up to.
We tried sleeping, but me being me, I tried doing the cuddly thing, and stroking thing...
He sorta got bit annoyed in the morning at me, he said I had kept him awake till 3am. Lol - Well... serves him rite for not letting me sleep when I wanted to. Lol
Anyhow... next morning, got a lift home from my sister who I met for signing my Gurantor Form.
I was kinda warey, cause I checked the inside of my jeans, and a big load of cum had leaked out and spilled onto the inside of my jeans.
I was wet and cold as I walked with a cum spillage inside my jeans.
ANYHOW...
I got home, and got onto my laptop, and went onto gaydar again, My pickup line was
"1 load up my ass, who wants to make it 2!!"
I got about 3 chat windows opening up, 1 was too young, 1 was a bottom, and the other was a top guy, who was in his 40s as well.
The 3rd guy seemed ok enough to try.
I explained that I cant accom, and dont drive - he agreed to pick me up, and deliver me home.
We met up, got into his car - which was quite dirty, had bits of cigarettes everywhere, untidy, and the car felt like it was gonna fall apart.
Got to his place, which is at the top of the lisburn road, once again, like french dude, it was studant accomodation type housing.
Town House converted to Appartments.
Anyhow, he put some porn on in his bedroom, on the pc, and we started touching eachother.
We stripped off, and I began sucking him off, he was keen on licking my hole out, he must have liked the taste of Johns 'Several hours old' cum.
He was obsessed with my hole.
He pushed me forward, and flipped me round, and spat on my hole, and pushed his cock in.
I was on my back - a position I have not done in a while. (probably not since the bb party in August).
And he was riding me hard and furious, his voice and breath were good indicators, he was enjoying it, and I could tell he would be cumming soon.
I felt his cum filling my guts, usually I dont, but this occasion I did, It felt like a little bit of cold fluid filling my ass. When I say cold, I mean it was colder than my ass, so It was easier to notice.
I held him against my ass, so i could milk his cock dry,
Part of me wanted to beg him to breed my hole, just on the off chance he would play along, and talk dirty to me.
I never did it though.
Anyhow... I got home, after fuck 2, and am on gaydar now, looking for 3rd load.
Sunday, 18 October 2009
Moving House
Im in the process of moving house.
I hope to start moving my stuff into my new house on Friday, so, from that point on, I should be able to get back to BB Fucks.
This time, I will be able to accom too.
Moving from South Belfast to East Belfast - much classier.
I hope to start moving my stuff into my new house on Friday, so, from that point on, I should be able to get back to BB Fucks.
This time, I will be able to accom too.
Moving from South Belfast to East Belfast - much classier.
Friday, 16 October 2009
Nottingham BB Party - Flights Booked
22 Quid, is how much its gonna cost me to get to the BB Party in Nottingham, and back.
Its well cheaper than my previous trip, which cost about 98 quid.
Its well cheaper than my previous trip, which cost about 98 quid.
Thursday, 15 October 2009
IM IMMUNE TO HEP C - Woot!!
Haha.
I just got a phone call from the Gum Clinic.
HIV - NEG
SYPHILIS - NEG
Gonnorhea - NEG - In your Face MR I PAY FOR SEX AND ACCUSE PEOPLE OF INFECTING ME OF GONORRHEA.
CLAMIDIA - (OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT) - Positive.
K, I had Clamidia, but the 4 wee pills they give you for the NSU (Non-Specific Urethritis) treats the Clamidia, so no biggy.
The Lovely Heath Advisor from the Clinic also gave me another revelation.
Apparently, one of my previous tests came back Positive for Hep C
Hep C for everyone know doesnt know, is a big bad disease, which is more deadly than HIV/AIDS.
It is degenerative, no cure, and a thousand times more virilant.
Breaks down the Liver, and targets Heart, Lungs, and Brain.
I say No Cure, as in, No Medicinal Cure, however, It does appear that my Body has cured itself of the Hep C.
As I said,
One of my previous tests, showed evidence of non-reactive Hep C Virus in my system.
If I didnt think I had a super powerful immune system before, I sure do now.
She said that its a fairly common occurance, for a person to clear themselves of Hep C. (First I heard of it too...)
I asked if I am at risk from it in the future,
She said
"I wouldnt know the answer to that, but obviously, safe sex would be the only sure way to stay safe."
Which translates to
"I dont know, but why would you wana tempt fate."
Which is more a less
"Your probably immune, so bareback sex with HEP C guys should be ok." Lol
In Novembers Test, Im gonna ask the Doctors for more details about my Inherrent Immunity to Hep C.
This is Class - The only Disease I was actually scared about getting, was HEP C, and it turns out I have had it and all, and got rid of it on my own. HEP C infected people, generally die alot sooner than HIV infected people, since their livers shut down.
She didnt say when my test came back positive for it, but one things for sure, I wana know why the doctors didnt tell me about it back whenever it was that I got that test done. For all I know, that test result is from a year ago.
Im quite excited about this...
The sorry cunt who may have had HEP C and given it to me.
Hes probably not as lucky as me, to have cleared it on his own,
I just checked, apparently 15% of HCV (Hepatitis C Virus) infected people, clear it on their own.
I dont know if this leads to a future immunity or not, heres hoping.
Anyway - Thanks Sorry Cunt, for trying to kill me, Lol, and Failing miserably.
I just got a phone call from the Gum Clinic.
HIV - NEG
SYPHILIS - NEG
Gonnorhea - NEG - In your Face MR I PAY FOR SEX AND ACCUSE PEOPLE OF INFECTING ME OF GONORRHEA.
CLAMIDIA - (OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT) - Positive.
K, I had Clamidia, but the 4 wee pills they give you for the NSU (Non-Specific Urethritis) treats the Clamidia, so no biggy.
The Lovely Heath Advisor from the Clinic also gave me another revelation.
Apparently, one of my previous tests came back Positive for Hep C
Hep C for everyone know doesnt know, is a big bad disease, which is more deadly than HIV/AIDS.
It is degenerative, no cure, and a thousand times more virilant.
Breaks down the Liver, and targets Heart, Lungs, and Brain.
I say No Cure, as in, No Medicinal Cure, however, It does appear that my Body has cured itself of the Hep C.
As I said,
One of my previous tests, showed evidence of non-reactive Hep C Virus in my system.
If I didnt think I had a super powerful immune system before, I sure do now.
She said that its a fairly common occurance, for a person to clear themselves of Hep C. (First I heard of it too...)
I asked if I am at risk from it in the future,
She said
"I wouldnt know the answer to that, but obviously, safe sex would be the only sure way to stay safe."
Which translates to
"I dont know, but why would you wana tempt fate."
Which is more a less
"Your probably immune, so bareback sex with HEP C guys should be ok." Lol
In Novembers Test, Im gonna ask the Doctors for more details about my Inherrent Immunity to Hep C.
This is Class - The only Disease I was actually scared about getting, was HEP C, and it turns out I have had it and all, and got rid of it on my own. HEP C infected people, generally die alot sooner than HIV infected people, since their livers shut down.
She didnt say when my test came back positive for it, but one things for sure, I wana know why the doctors didnt tell me about it back whenever it was that I got that test done. For all I know, that test result is from a year ago.
Im quite excited about this...
The sorry cunt who may have had HEP C and given it to me.
Hes probably not as lucky as me, to have cleared it on his own,
I just checked, apparently 15% of HCV (Hepatitis C Virus) infected people, clear it on their own.
I dont know if this leads to a future immunity or not, heres hoping.
Anyway - Thanks Sorry Cunt, for trying to kill me, Lol, and Failing miserably.
Wednesday, 14 October 2009
Poz BB Party Invite
Been invited back to the BB Party in Nottingham.
For all who dont know, I was there in August, and got my ass loaded with poz spunk.
It was the best time of my life, and I cant wait to get back.
Im looking for other guys who wana travel to the party with me.
Msg me for invite.
Note - I am getting a check up again at the Gum Clinic a few days b4 the party.
I should still be neg at the moment, however, If I am poz, it means that the person who poz'd me up is either:
Guy who paid for the fuck. (He said he was poz, then denied it - apparently poz means posh in his world).
Fuck Buddy - Who says he is neg but doesnt mind fucking poz guys.
French Guy - Small Cock dude
Think thats all the guys - if theres been more guys since my last check up, I cant remember them.
Anyhow.
I made the appointment in november, because the guy who paid, was within 6 weeks of my last appointment, so this delayed appointment, is to give time for anything and everything to show up.
After the party, I will wait 2 months, then get checked again.
Im not stupid, I know the risks,
I dodged the bullet once before, wana see if I can do it again, get fucked raw buy about 14+ poz guys, and come home uninfected, or at least unaffected.
Once coulda been put down to being lucky, but dodging it twice, is just uncanny. Lol
I dont count myself as a bug chaser, I just love bb sex, and am not afraid of HIV.
If anyone wants to fuck me like they hate me, and try their best to knock me up, then issue your challenges NOW!!
For all who dont know, I was there in August, and got my ass loaded with poz spunk.
It was the best time of my life, and I cant wait to get back.
Im looking for other guys who wana travel to the party with me.
Msg me for invite.
Note - I am getting a check up again at the Gum Clinic a few days b4 the party.
I should still be neg at the moment, however, If I am poz, it means that the person who poz'd me up is either:
Guy who paid for the fuck. (He said he was poz, then denied it - apparently poz means posh in his world).
Fuck Buddy - Who says he is neg but doesnt mind fucking poz guys.
French Guy - Small Cock dude
Think thats all the guys - if theres been more guys since my last check up, I cant remember them.
Anyhow.
I made the appointment in november, because the guy who paid, was within 6 weeks of my last appointment, so this delayed appointment, is to give time for anything and everything to show up.
After the party, I will wait 2 months, then get checked again.
Im not stupid, I know the risks,
I dodged the bullet once before, wana see if I can do it again, get fucked raw buy about 14+ poz guys, and come home uninfected, or at least unaffected.
Once coulda been put down to being lucky, but dodging it twice, is just uncanny. Lol
I dont count myself as a bug chaser, I just love bb sex, and am not afraid of HIV.
If anyone wants to fuck me like they hate me, and try their best to knock me up, then issue your challenges NOW!!
Saturday, 10 October 2009
A Violent Fuck Encounter
Well, last night was certainly strange.
I started chatting to this guy on gaydar, who typically isnt the usual type I go for. He looked really fit, and was under 30. Lol
He said he wanted to dump a load in my ass, but said he couldnt accom, he wanted to do me on the side of the road somewhere between Lisburn and Belfast.
I went and got ready, shower,bath etc. Then started to get cold feet.
Literally - my feet were cold, my clothes were all soaking wet, cause of the bad rain from my walk home from work.
Anyhow, I texted the guy, and told him that I was kinda uneasy about the outdoors thing,
He started getting irrate, but managed to turn him around, and we ended up agreeing to going to his place instead.
He picked me up accross the road from my house, and as soon as I was in the Car, we started driving, and for 5 minutes, didnt talk to eachother. He was very assertive, he undid his trousers as he drove, was loose trackies.
He told me to play with his balls as he drove.
I did as he asked, he was way more assertive than what I was used to.
It wasnt 3 minutes later, that he had his hand on my head, forcing it down on his cock, trying to force it all the way down my throat, I gagged alot.
Every now and again, we needed to stop the sucking, as he needed to change gears etc.
We arrived at our destination, and got into his house, had big electric gates etc.
Kinda weird looking. Not every day you see a gay with a house like that.
Anyway, got into his bedroom, and he demanded I take my clothes off. At this point, I was very nervous, I had actually thought that this meet might turn bad, or violent, so I dared not refuse.
This guy, is what I would call a lazy top.
He was very much into being services by his bottoms, he had this thing he liked to do.
He would tell me to get down, hands and feet on the floor, whilst I sucked his cock, my hands being on the floor, meant I couldnt control how far his cock went in my mouth. He liked it like this, cause he wanted to force it down my throat.
Any attempt to put my hands up to guide the cock down gently, would result in him shouting,
"Hands on the floor, fuckin faggot!!"
This continued for a few minutes, with me gagging the whole time.
He told me that he wanted to try and get his cock down my throat, the whole way, so he said he will do it in one big thrust, when I said I was ready.
I braced myself, and well...
Nothing prepared me for it, he forced it all the way down, but believe it or not, once I had finished gagging, and it wasnt moving any more, I was able to stop gagging on it, it was only when it was trying to go down, that it made me gag, once it was down, I quite liked it.
Strange...
Anyway,
Now he got on the bed, and he demanded I give him the 'best' blowjob, and he wanted me to focus on his balls, and crack.
He liked it when I sucked his balls, taking each one into my mouth, its not often I get a top who is making sounds as if they were in heaven, from just my oral skills.
Soon, I was ordered to change my technique, I was told to lick from crack, to balls, to cock, all in one stroke,
He told me that he wanted me to use my hands to tickle his upper area as I sucked his cock.
At this point, he grabs my head, and forces it down hard on his cock, another deepthroat experience.
I was seriously getting tired of the oral, my tongue was getting tired.
It had been an hour of non-stop oral, and this guy was less than reciprocal. Him getting all the suck fun, and me getting no cock up my ass.
Well, this guy had noticed my talents with my hands, this little tickling thing that runs in my family.
My grandad used to tickle my mum's back in a way, that would send her to sleep, and she used to do the same to me, and now... I do it to anyone im in bed with. Lol
He wanted me to stroke him with my fingers, so I did.
One finger, up the side of his body, all the way to his armpit, and onto his arms, and then back down, accross his belly button area, and repeat.
He really loved it, at least, after 5 minutes of it, the snores he was giving off, sure sounded like snores of approval.
I was really pissed off now, cause I wanted my ass loaded up, and now the top is asleep.
I tried to slow down the stroking, hoping he would notice the lack of stroking.
He snapped out of it shortly, and then said he was gonna fuck me, but wanted me to get him hard again, through, yes, you guessed it, more sucking.
Suck, Suck, Suck - hes now hard.
He said he wanted me at the bottom of the bed, face down,
The next bit really pissed me off
He said he didnt wana bareback me.
He grabbed a condom, and put it on, and proceeded to force his cock in me,
no lube, it hurt like a bitch giving birth, backwards.
But once he was in, my ass started self-lubricating.
Up to now, I havent really described his cock much to you, but maybe I should.
This guy, said he was blonde on his profile on gaydar, but he kept saying to me things like 'How do you like that Ginger Cock!!'
So, im guessing hes Ginger, and what they say about Ginger Cocks, is true.
This cock was about 9-10 inches. Massive, and even the veins were big.
He took his cock all the way out, and slammed into me, I gave out a yelp, and he told me
"Shut up faggot!!"
He only did that once, thank god, he totally inflicted some pain with that cock.
He grabbed my ass, squeezed it tightly closed, and started fucking me hard and fast, he started saying
"Im cummin!!!"
I rolled my eyes,
"Feck sake, why ya bothering to tell me... not like im gonna get any of it"
He came, apparently, and took of the condom, and threw it on the floor, his wooden floor.
It made a 'squishy' sound when it hit the floor, so clearly, not an empty condom, I only found out later how 'full' it was.
He got me to suck his cock, I went down on it like a pro, hunting for any taste of cum left on it.
Instead, all I could taste was remenants of condom lube.
Rubber taste.
He said he wanted stroked again, he had a rest, and a snooze,
20 minutes of snoozing, he woke up.
He said he wanted to fuck me again,
this time, he wanted me over the bottom of the bed, standing up, bending over.
He just went inside me, all in one thrust, it fucking hurt so much, I gave a quick little cry of pain, and he told me once again
"Quiet ya fucking fag!!"
He started fucking fast and furious, and
came again.
Once again, in a rubber.
He dropped this one by the first condom.
He lay down, and I asked
"When do you want me to go?"
"Now" - he responded.
I got dressed, and he went to the bathroom,
I picked up the first condom while he was out of the room, and oh my god.
It was a huge load - it filled up about 1/4 of the condom.
I was raging, I coulda had that in my ass.
The second condom wasnt as full.
But still, was annoyed, and partically tempted to take his load with me in the condom, but this guy was well straight acting, and totally hates fags.
He would obviously miss the condom, and know I took it, and would just think im weird if I took it.
Hes clearly not into bb fucking.
So... I left his load behind, and got a taxi home.
This guy offered to
fuck me on the side of the road initially, and because of my hesitations, I ended up at his house, having to service him non-stop for ages.
I think in future, my chances of getting a load are better, if I just agree to the side of the road thing, and I am less likely to get face fucked for as long.
Anyway, not sure I wana meet him again after that,
Was a waste of my time in terms of loads.
How would ya feel if someome agreed to fuck u, then changed their mind - u would label them a time waster
This guy promissed me a load, and he let me down. - Time waster.
Anyhow... until next time.
I started chatting to this guy on gaydar, who typically isnt the usual type I go for. He looked really fit, and was under 30. Lol
He said he wanted to dump a load in my ass, but said he couldnt accom, he wanted to do me on the side of the road somewhere between Lisburn and Belfast.
I went and got ready, shower,bath etc. Then started to get cold feet.
Literally - my feet were cold, my clothes were all soaking wet, cause of the bad rain from my walk home from work.
Anyhow, I texted the guy, and told him that I was kinda uneasy about the outdoors thing,
He started getting irrate, but managed to turn him around, and we ended up agreeing to going to his place instead.
He picked me up accross the road from my house, and as soon as I was in the Car, we started driving, and for 5 minutes, didnt talk to eachother. He was very assertive, he undid his trousers as he drove, was loose trackies.
He told me to play with his balls as he drove.
I did as he asked, he was way more assertive than what I was used to.
It wasnt 3 minutes later, that he had his hand on my head, forcing it down on his cock, trying to force it all the way down my throat, I gagged alot.
Every now and again, we needed to stop the sucking, as he needed to change gears etc.
We arrived at our destination, and got into his house, had big electric gates etc.
Kinda weird looking. Not every day you see a gay with a house like that.
Anyway, got into his bedroom, and he demanded I take my clothes off. At this point, I was very nervous, I had actually thought that this meet might turn bad, or violent, so I dared not refuse.
This guy, is what I would call a lazy top.
He was very much into being services by his bottoms, he had this thing he liked to do.
He would tell me to get down, hands and feet on the floor, whilst I sucked his cock, my hands being on the floor, meant I couldnt control how far his cock went in my mouth. He liked it like this, cause he wanted to force it down my throat.
Any attempt to put my hands up to guide the cock down gently, would result in him shouting,
"Hands on the floor, fuckin faggot!!"
This continued for a few minutes, with me gagging the whole time.
He told me that he wanted to try and get his cock down my throat, the whole way, so he said he will do it in one big thrust, when I said I was ready.
I braced myself, and well...
Nothing prepared me for it, he forced it all the way down, but believe it or not, once I had finished gagging, and it wasnt moving any more, I was able to stop gagging on it, it was only when it was trying to go down, that it made me gag, once it was down, I quite liked it.
Strange...
Anyway,
Now he got on the bed, and he demanded I give him the 'best' blowjob, and he wanted me to focus on his balls, and crack.
He liked it when I sucked his balls, taking each one into my mouth, its not often I get a top who is making sounds as if they were in heaven, from just my oral skills.
Soon, I was ordered to change my technique, I was told to lick from crack, to balls, to cock, all in one stroke,
He told me that he wanted me to use my hands to tickle his upper area as I sucked his cock.
At this point, he grabs my head, and forces it down hard on his cock, another deepthroat experience.
I was seriously getting tired of the oral, my tongue was getting tired.
It had been an hour of non-stop oral, and this guy was less than reciprocal. Him getting all the suck fun, and me getting no cock up my ass.
Well, this guy had noticed my talents with my hands, this little tickling thing that runs in my family.
My grandad used to tickle my mum's back in a way, that would send her to sleep, and she used to do the same to me, and now... I do it to anyone im in bed with. Lol
He wanted me to stroke him with my fingers, so I did.
One finger, up the side of his body, all the way to his armpit, and onto his arms, and then back down, accross his belly button area, and repeat.
He really loved it, at least, after 5 minutes of it, the snores he was giving off, sure sounded like snores of approval.
I was really pissed off now, cause I wanted my ass loaded up, and now the top is asleep.
I tried to slow down the stroking, hoping he would notice the lack of stroking.
He snapped out of it shortly, and then said he was gonna fuck me, but wanted me to get him hard again, through, yes, you guessed it, more sucking.
Suck, Suck, Suck - hes now hard.
He said he wanted me at the bottom of the bed, face down,
The next bit really pissed me off
He said he didnt wana bareback me.
He grabbed a condom, and put it on, and proceeded to force his cock in me,
no lube, it hurt like a bitch giving birth, backwards.
But once he was in, my ass started self-lubricating.
Up to now, I havent really described his cock much to you, but maybe I should.
This guy, said he was blonde on his profile on gaydar, but he kept saying to me things like 'How do you like that Ginger Cock!!'
So, im guessing hes Ginger, and what they say about Ginger Cocks, is true.
This cock was about 9-10 inches. Massive, and even the veins were big.
He took his cock all the way out, and slammed into me, I gave out a yelp, and he told me
"Shut up faggot!!"
He only did that once, thank god, he totally inflicted some pain with that cock.
He grabbed my ass, squeezed it tightly closed, and started fucking me hard and fast, he started saying
"Im cummin!!!"
I rolled my eyes,
"Feck sake, why ya bothering to tell me... not like im gonna get any of it"
He came, apparently, and took of the condom, and threw it on the floor, his wooden floor.
It made a 'squishy' sound when it hit the floor, so clearly, not an empty condom, I only found out later how 'full' it was.
He got me to suck his cock, I went down on it like a pro, hunting for any taste of cum left on it.
Instead, all I could taste was remenants of condom lube.
Rubber taste.
He said he wanted stroked again, he had a rest, and a snooze,
20 minutes of snoozing, he woke up.
He said he wanted to fuck me again,
this time, he wanted me over the bottom of the bed, standing up, bending over.
He just went inside me, all in one thrust, it fucking hurt so much, I gave a quick little cry of pain, and he told me once again
"Quiet ya fucking fag!!"
He started fucking fast and furious, and
came again.
Once again, in a rubber.
He dropped this one by the first condom.
He lay down, and I asked
"When do you want me to go?"
"Now" - he responded.
I got dressed, and he went to the bathroom,
I picked up the first condom while he was out of the room, and oh my god.
It was a huge load - it filled up about 1/4 of the condom.
I was raging, I coulda had that in my ass.
The second condom wasnt as full.
But still, was annoyed, and partically tempted to take his load with me in the condom, but this guy was well straight acting, and totally hates fags.
He would obviously miss the condom, and know I took it, and would just think im weird if I took it.
Hes clearly not into bb fucking.
So... I left his load behind, and got a taxi home.
This guy offered to
fuck me on the side of the road initially, and because of my hesitations, I ended up at his house, having to service him non-stop for ages.
I think in future, my chances of getting a load are better, if I just agree to the side of the road thing, and I am less likely to get face fucked for as long.
Anyway, not sure I wana meet him again after that,
Was a waste of my time in terms of loads.
How would ya feel if someome agreed to fuck u, then changed their mind - u would label them a time waster
This guy promissed me a load, and he let me down. - Time waster.
Anyhow... until next time.
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